on my own - paran lyrics
[one take]
i make music for people who can possibly relate
also i do it for myself because it facilitates
all my problems that i usually can’t talk about
in my family creativity is not allowed
so i keep this a secret, sh*t’s f*cked up i know
they would probably lock me away from pen and paper
take away my logic pro, so what else could i do
following dreams like none of them would ever try to
but then i go to studios, professionals say i’m great
say no debate you’ve got what it takes
to make it big one day, i will show you to everyone
will make sure you make it, trust me it’s gon’ be awesome
i’m like ok but i can’t risk that certain people find out
that i make music my family wouldn’t be proud
especially this genre, they think rap ain’t even music
another reason to pick on me they say rap is stupid
they hate that i listen to it, so what’d happen when i say i rap
claps would only be in the beat, they wouldn’t like that
so i hide my face hoping no one recognizes
eventually got used to it as the time passed
and as much as i hate lying to the ones i love
i also know no matter what i do it’s never enough
i wish they would be proud we could enjoy this together
but i gotta go alone through sun and stormy weather
i remember 14, professional studio for the first time
and with seven i rapped my first lines
helped me through some of my worst times
when they took ‘em away i committed my first crime
as you read my lyrics you just f*cking laughed
ripped it and threw a punch in my f*cking chest
said you ain’t gon’ be sh*t, just give up
stupid young me did so, that sh*t stuck with me
for too long, i’ve always kept writing though
i was just hiding the lyrics, not telling anybody i know
from then on i said to myself f*ck ’em
i can do this on my own
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