testimony (freestyle) - paper lovee lyrics
[verse]
i been thinking ‘bout my life
every since brazy died
like i’m living this sh*t twice
wish he could see me with this ice
i swear it’s hard to live a lie
‘cause one lie turns into 2 5
you see success to me is like a pool and i just wanna dive in
f*ck yo’ friend and get some get back, these hoes trifling
just because we bang the same thing don’t mean you my twin
n*ggas pocket watching tryna count what i spend
in my feelings in the booth i need the lights dim
it helps me think better, gotta get my thoughts out
hope they prepared for what i got planned if i get called out
i need help but it just feels like i’m in the desert with a metro pcs phone i can’t even call out
no service, folks swerving in my d*mn lane
i’m so nervous and so (?) to win this d*mn game
i just wanna win
but they hoping it ends
but this just the beginning
so my conscience got me sinning
had to start listening to my heart and not my conscience
my conscience telling me to stop but that’s just nonsense
my son ain’t seen his dad in like 5 months it got me sad
and i do not know what to do but i just cannot keep getting mad
‘cause it won’t help me get past the fact, that i’m in this situation i just want him back
this b*tch done took my only baby tryna get some get back
and even though i’m on probation gotta keep a big strap
and yeah i know these n*ggas hating, get with it or get whacked
just like your flight has been delayed you’ll get your sh*t pushed back
they say i’m changing but i’m just getting older
“baby this just for tonight”, that’s what i told her
i know she want some comfort but i cannot hold her
get in the booth and spit just to get the chip off my shoulder
my baby momma mad about the dream that she was sold
my n*ggas said that they with me forever what i was told
i know my name paper but don’t mean that i will fold
i gotta keep the heat because i know this world is cold
it feel like i lost my life about 9 times
i’m in the studio right now, rocking sean john
it’s crazy but i ain’t got the same love for my moms
she probably switch up on a baby boy for (?)
‘pose to be my big brother
but he don’t act like a big brother
i don’t trust a soul so in my bed me and that stick cuddle
i’m the type still to give my brother some even though (?) don’t got sh*t for them
you’re the type to leave your brother on flo’ in the cold even though yo’ ass got a big cover
see where i’m from you know it rains often
can’t let no n*gga catch no stain off me
i’m kinda feeling like a lame
‘cause i fell victim to the game
i should’ve known that they would trade
thought they were my dogs but they weren’t trained
so they left me to run astray
n*ggas be in it for the fame
just tryna make sure that my family well
n*ggas say that they love you but you could barely tell
i had to leave ‘em all alone like farewell
n*ggas setting n*ggas up tryna mix me in the stairwell
and i been thinking ‘bout, michael anthony cruise
turn your speakers up, if you lost someone too
say they want me to win but they praying for me to lose
if he think he up then we gonna stick ‘em up like needles do
i’m in the booth but right now i gotta pee
say you love me i’m like well i gotta see
move in silence like lasagna, i’m a g
‘pose to be pushing me forward but they pulling me back
and we can see that
say you love me, i don’t believe that
finna start ov, bring the beat back
yeah, yeah
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