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raindrops - paintriiip lyrics

[produced by seeyounexttuesday]

[verse 1]
i never thought that i would see all the sh-t i did
now i’m looking at my life & how it could’ve been
i swear to god i became a man at 2 years old
cause my dad should’ve stayed, but to each his own
i still ask why he didn’t stay to teach his own
kid how to shave his own ‘stache for when he was grown
but i guess that doesn’t matter now
sometimes i look at mom & think “d-mn, you had a child
& he’s a motherf-cking piece of sh-t”
& you probably don’t agree with this
i don’t believe in god & i know you think he exists
but if he really did, tell me, would we be in this?
a lot of my friends don’t know what it’s like to watch they mom suffer
meanwhile my mom crying bout how she gon make supper
it’s hard as a child to see the stress your mom’s under
while you’re out doing stupid sh-t as she wonders
“how am i supposed to pay these bills?
my kid has been f-cking up lately, still
i support him & trust him & love him like n0body else
cause if i don’t do it, then n0body will” … f-ck

[verse 2]
fast forward my life just a little bit
i’m more grown & no longer a little kid
me & my father tightened up the loose ends we had
he said he’d rather be my friend than to be my dad
now i just want everybody to understand
i’m not salty, nah i’m not f-cking mad
in fact he’s one of the best friends that i’ve ever had
if it wasn’t for him i wouldn’t be where i’m at
his apartment was a place we called “the launch pad”
going there, everyday, recording tracks we called that
“the launch pad” cause that was the start of it all
if it wasn’t for that, we’d be nowhere at all, really
i know i barely scratched the surface of the details of my life, but
now i’m bouta take you on a trip inside my mind
just to see what kinda stupid f-cked up sh-t that we could find, go

[bridge]
someone shine a light on my life
in the dark times of my life
& it might take 9 lives

[verse 3]
9 lives if you a p-ssy
but i ain’t no p-ssy
i swear to god motherf-cker don’t f-cking push me
i don’t need a knife to get close to the edge
b-tch i’ll cut you in half like scissoring with a lez
i isolate myself with this mic just recording til 9 in the morning
& my eyes looking foreign cause this high got me snoring
& my mind is distorted & i’m so f-cking lost, i don’t know where i’m going & it’s
really starting to get to me
& lately i been thinking regretfully
i’m surprised the devil hasn’t tried to send for me
cause the sh-t i do now, i do it sinfully
my mind is so stationary
maybe my mind’s only imaginary
cause i’m only focused on tryna become legendary
but that is f-cking stupid & i think this is unnecessary
motherf-ck the money dawg
that sh-t’ll never change me
even though i been hungry dawg
that sh-t’ll never save me
i don’t know why i still talk
when i stay telling you the same speech
sometimes i think about the sh-t that i never had, like
family, breakfast, tv, laughter, sh-t that i never had, f-ck that
if i had the chance, i would take the moment & hold it & choke it
i just want the motherf-cking world to know this
i was high as f-ck when i wrote this
(just kidding)

- paintriiip lyrics

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