as far back as i can remember - ᐯic ᐯega lyrics
as far back as i can remember lyrics
(verse 1) * vic vega
what you know about my struggles? ever since i’ve been rejected by my friends
i thought i had friends, somehow they left me at the very end
all i could is sit back and cry
i’ve been stabbed in the back, somehow i couldn’t survive
and that’s not good enough, when i’m tryna get the pain out
they weren’t even my friends since my music even came out
since this motherf*cker saw me on the scene
i should’ve seen it coming at the age of seventeen, ayy
now everybody’s gotta f*cking grudge against me
i’m stuck inside a world filled with jealousy and envy
and there isn’t no respect in this game
cause all they ever do is start by dissing on your name
i barely knew these suckers since they treat me like a slave
i’d rather be cremated then get sh*tted on my grave
and i’ll never make amends with these missy pretends
and i’ll never trust a f*ckin’ snake like you ever again, motherf*cker
(chorus) ×2
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
(verse 2) * vic vega
so many problems building up from this unraveling pain
throughout these suicidal thoughts and i’m not feeling the same, aye
memories from the past has left my mind out of order
questioning myself on why my days are falling shorter?
and n0body gives a f*ck about my struggles
because of that, my mindstate is feeling troubled
it’s been a tragic fate for peeps in my town
unexpected suicides? when sh*t’s about to go down
down in an instance * the death rate is still getting persistent
cause most of these cats nowadays, they keep their distance
reading throughout these sentences * this ain’t no happy ending
but they don’t wanna listen to this message that i’m sending
and i’m tryna paint an image written clearly
they only care about you when you’re buried at a cemetery
i’m just being truthful throughout this song
cause they don’t care about you until my life is gone, yeah
(chorus) ×2
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
(verse 3) * vic vega
i question god about my failures, why i’m living this way
bullying throughout my youth and i’m not feeling the same
i’ve turned cold blooded since these f*ckin’ brats harassed me
they just give me a cold stare until they walk passed me
it’s been years since i’ve left this f*ckin’ prison cell
suffering and sh*t, because of that * i’m not living well
times have changed, i’ve got a story to tell
it felt like i was stuck inside a living h*ll
everyday of my life, i keep falling
sometimes i even wish i could’ve murdered all my bullies
but i was f*cking soft and couldn’t stand up for myself
and i was so afraid to ask the teachers for my help
there’s nothing i can do to change the past
when i think about this, sometimes i just get sad
i’m just a lonely kid who had it bad
with all this bullying in my life and i’m not your f*ckin’ punching bag
(chorus)
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
as far back as i can remember
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