suicide on the mind - oyu mena lyrics
suicide on the mind
always bleeding for this suicide all the time
why the f*ck do i wake up
when i could just lay down
get with a wave of thoughts
and pretend its water drown
nicotine fiending
substance relief and
ask for the pills that the governments leaking
this life isn’t for me
these lies are a relief
f*cking too loosely that my d*ck is the false king
sabotage all star
break into new cars
walking down streets with my noose knot tied too hard
f*ck life, it tests me
it triеs to unnerve me
but i want thе chemicals that love to just numb me
i don’t want to feel things
i want to just feel peace
but peace is a fiction that will never choose me
its disease that riddles and curls in my grey matter
it feeds on ambition and says that i don’t matter
k!lling identity, the old me lies in bits of shatter
metaphors to rest in my lies of genuine laughter
but the joke is a life that i didn’t choose
overdramatics won’t put you in my shoes
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