evality - orchyd lyrics
and you don’t know what it means to me
i swear nothings what it seems to be
open the door please, i need my things
i’m working hard just to save myself, you didn’t notice
i could go back and replace myself, you wouldn’t notice
and that’s just how it has to happen, there’s no stopping it
i had my head against the pavement, you just stomped it in
i had some plans for it
i had it all in my hands
you slapped it out of my grasp
onto the ground and it shattered
and now i know i can’t save myself
and you gave me a gift
but those flowers are poisonous
you wanna talk
but i know that it’s pointless
i had a bullet in my left hand, a gun in my right
please do not try me, i might change thе night
paint on the ceiling, therеs blood on the lights
i can not change what will happen in life
i swear everything, beating down on me, i can’t collect my thoughts
and at the end of the matter you didn’t even really get to know me
but i guess that you won’t ever know me
what does it mean to me?
i swear nothings what it seems to be
theres shattered glass, i can’t seem to see
so i look at the ground, hold my breath and i go out of view and still you just ignore me
try my hardest to get your attention, i do what i can and you still just avoid me
i wish someone would show me love
the only one who ever showed me it is gone
but somethings not right
only feel safe when i’m alone in the night
can’t feel a thing until i see the streetlights
i can’t see anything, go out at 5
i feel alive
i’m sorry
i’m sorry i lied
he just lost his life
you were great
i wish i’d got to know you better before you’d take
your own life at the hands of the pain
i haven’t seen him in a while, hope he’s okay
he’s not okay
what does it mean to me?
i swear nothing’s what it seems to be
open perspectives lining up with me
theres 2 perspectives lining up with me
i could go back it wouldn’t change a thing
i’m still the same that i’ve always been
(you’re f*cking sick! do you hear me? sick!)
so i put all the things that you gave me, i tucked it away in a drawer
it makes me physically nauseous just looking at it because i know how close we were working
ground level, i didn’t get back up
not evil, i just didn’t get love
i’m civil, i know that i f*cked up
theres no morality
it’s just evality
i’m picking flowers while i’m walking up and down the street
i can’t even seem to keep my mind off a lot of things
it’s getting hard for me
it’s way too hard for me
what does it mean to me?
i swear nothings what it seems to be
rooms full of smoke and i can’t seem to breathe
i worked so hard but i can’t save myself, you seemed to notice
i went back and replaced myself, you didn’t notice
was that how it had to happen? i could’ve stopped it
you put my head against the pavement, so you could stomp it in
my plans are shattered
i’m giving up
why would it matter?
i’ve had enough
i’m taking a break
i’m going to wait
i’m going away
i’m starting to fade
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