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monster - one eye closed lyrics

i stay up later recently and question myself endlessly
more and more i start to see the person that i’m meant to be;
my inner monster, a disappointer, claw up thoughts until i rot
and every day’s the same
i’m sick of me
i’m so sick of all of you

i’m afraid of this monster inside of me, but i like to peek in so curiously
drags me inside down to my knees
it eats me up like a cannibal, so i resort to an adderall
just 1 pill to chill and 5 pills to k!ll
shot of nyquil so i can sit still

why’d you treat me like an animal?
toss me to the side like i’m expendable?
light up my fuse, i’m so flammable
back up before i break your mandible
why’re you even mad? it’s just the old sh*t
you treat it like you never even saw it
back up or fight
i’m never seeing the light
i am the scene of the crime
cause people never want to listen to my…

voices and emotions swallow me whole into these oceans
who am i? who am i? who am i?
endless shots of hennessy spiraling down into the end of me
who am i? who am i? who am i?
listen! no, you don’t listen!
you back me up all the way to the kitchen!
swallow my pills, so i can silence the voice
i’m banging my head just to beat and drown out the noise
thin out the blood in my flow, so i can go sleep and pass out on the floor
but you just don’t ever listen
f*ck all you heathens
pass over me while i’m bleeding

waiting for that little halo
not even a little “h*llo”?
tired of all the h*ll no’s
all i want is to be seen
find out answers to life’s meaning, yeah

waiting for that little halo
not even a little “h*llo”?
tired of all the h*ll no’s
all i want is to be seen
find out answers to life’s meaning, yeah
waiting for that little halo
not even a little “h*llo”?
tired of all the h*ll no’s
all i want is to be seen
find out answers to life’s meaning, yeah

voices and emotions swallow me whole into these oceans
who am i? who am i? who am i?
endless shots of hennessy spiraling down into the end of me
who am i? who am i? who am i?

- one eye closed lyrics

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