better man - officialdjaaron lyrics
[intro]
my baby don’t mess around ’cause he loves me so
and this, i know for sure
(i know i sound bitter, i know i sound… hateful)
(but you don’t understand)
[verse 1]
d*mn, i tried to take my life at twenty*one
i put the liquor in my body, popped a pill, then grabbed a gun
i c*cked the pistol back and put it to my head, i wanted nothing, but some peace, and for you to pay for what you done
look, i know, it’s selfish, you don’t get it, but i can’t forget it
you went and cheated and got pregnant, then you played the victim
you told my family that i abused you, what the f*cks the reason?
you did your best to try and ruin me with sеcrets
we know the truth, you livе a lie, never once abused you
you told your family i ain’t sh*t and all i did was use you
i guess you hurt me back, but i know that’s what you’re used to
but i’m man enough to say, that it was k!lling me to lose you
look, i tried explaining how i feel to you
tied our bind, and did my best, i tried to heal through you
you’re running circles in my head until i’m dead, i guess the love was only me, and the love wasn’t real to you
[chorus]
i finally understand
i know you left, but since then, i’m a better man
i finally understand
i know you left, but since then, i’m a better man
[verse 2]
look, i can’t forget the night i called you, it still haunts me
i went home and burned our pictures, ’cause it taunts me
i looked at you when we was happy and when you want me
i never knew, that, chasing dreams and this is what it cost me
my friends called, i found the truth, and i just couldn’t believe it
they said you’re pregnant with a kid and with the man you cheat with
i found out by myself, it ripped my heart in pieces
i f*cking hate you, swear to god, but you’re still my weakness
i never thought that loving you would ever cause me pain
my momma seen me yesterday, she said i’m not the same
i got a picture and my grandma’s are still in the frame
i walked past, and i could tell, that, i’m just not the same
i’m not the same man i was
i’m not the same man, the one you used to love
i’m not the same man that drowns his self in drugs
i should find some peace of mind, instead, i keep it bottled up
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