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in memory of the dungeon - oddy jee lyrics

long nights by myself is when it gets real
n0body to rely on, no, no drinks, no pill
drowning in my thoughts i sit up and sit still
and i don’t got the energy to express how i feel
i pour my heart and soul into these mixtapes
they brought me back from death, softened my mistakes
i know i shouldn’t be so hard on myself
but why are you in love with something that i hate ?
when you look in the mirror do you see pain in your eyes ?
when you’re feeling depressed are you even surprised ?
i got so used to it being part of my life
having 3 good days got me looking around like “this isn’t right”

you should free your mind
free your light
free yourself
(free your mind
free your light
free yourself)
i can’t
as it turns out i’m the only one i can’t help
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
you should free your mind
free your light
free yourself
(free your mind
free your light
free yourself)
i can’t
as it turns out i’m the only one i can’t help
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it

i don’t know who i am underneath this spiral
cause all i ever knew was survival mode
i hate myself to death and i let myself know
i hope you don’t relate, god i hope you don’t know
and every d*mn night there’s a monster coming out
telling me all i am could never be right
replaying my strongest fears i’m having flashbacks
feels like reliving it all every single night
feeling like a fraud in front of this mic
refusing every single d*mn chance that i have
my song in my headphones, won’t play it out loud
and if i ever perform i’ll make sure i pass out
they see me all c*cky but i’m full of self hatred, self doubt
something in my mind keeps yelling it’s too loud
it tells me “don’t shout”
i feel like a bird crashed on the ground
before even learning how to fly
you should free your mind
free your light
free yourself
(free your mind
free your light
free yourself)
i can’t
as it turns out i’m the only one i can’t help
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it

you should free your mind
free your light
free yourself
(free your mind
free your light
free yourself)
i can’t
as it turns out i’m the only one i can’t help
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
don’t deserve it
i hear the echos of the past
from the grave i hear the screams of a little child
validation seeking, thinking
“if you don’t value me i have no meaning”
everybody thinking i’m over sensitive
as a matter of fact i am
there’s not a single bad feeling i never experienced
raising from the mud but any second i might go back there
i know the entries
i know my way around it’s like my home
my only place, my only way, my only bed, my only face
i thought the only way
for me to get out of this f*ckin’ place
was to go back to earth where i was made
i had so much to give look at this waste
look what you did
i could’ve been someone
my hoodie up i’d rather see no one, be no one

- oddy jee lyrics

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