suicide note - øddity, king of homeless femboys lyrics
all this medication ive been taking, going to my brain
asphyxiating on the air i breathe, it’s driving me insane
i feel it in my bones and in my soul and in my open veins
but no one wants to hear it, or believe it til its all too late
ive been suicidal, my biggest rival looks me in the face
i turn away from the glass, the moment passes, but i dont feel safe
i never wanted no one by my side until my darkest days
but by the time i needed someone, i knew that i was all too late
internet friends ive never faced
were my last chance at a cleaner slate
but even then, i still feel disgraced
they tried but couldn’t stop the brakes
maybe this is the way they wrote my fate
tomorrow will be my last day
im no good with words, dont know what to say
but if my life would end today
i dont know how i’ll react when everything unfolds
with n0body to hold my hand until the world goes cold
so many debts that i still owe, with my body decomposed
with my hopes at an all time low
can’t ever know whats beyond the light
but i know that ill find out tonight
is it even possible that i would try
to stay away when the time is right?
no
thank you to oscar, lex, trixie, limp, evergreen, emma, chi, chams, and many more for keeping me here for as long as possible. i appreciate and love you all
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