need a sign - oceanleans lyrics
i was about to do a deep dive into the naughty sites
would’ve taken me back to the ben who died
the one from the past lives
it seems he’s never far away
just when i’ve cast him away
he pops his ugly head up and says hey
i say go away, he says, no, i’m here to stay
i say okay, thanks for f*cking up my day
i’m silently screaming for help
but i’m smiling on the outside, so n0body can tell
i would look so foolish if i decided to yell
it’s time to take control of the reins, i’ve lost hold
the wind is so cold on my face
i would love to replacе this feeling
i’m not dealing well with it
i’m full of doubt, threw my plan out
i don’t еven know what it’s about
i’m circling around, chasing my tail
moving at the pace of a snail
my whole f*cking life has been a fail
i’m looking for a sign, but the problem is i’m blind
just trying to figure if i’m wasting my time
almost 29 and i’m broke with debt
unfortunately my confidence turn to emptiness
i’m looking for a sign, but the problem is i’m blind
just trying to figure if i’m wasting my time
almost 29 and i’m broke with debt
unfortunately my confidence turn to emptiness
shut up ben, why’re you being negative again?
pick up the pen, and write like your life depends on it
but don’t you see? that’s exactly what i’m trying to stop
because i f*cking hate modern hip*hop
i think this new wave of rap is cr*p
australians with an american accent?
what the f*ck is that? white people acting black?
check my cataracts
maybe my eyes are playing up or something
because at the moment i see nothing inspiring me
australian drill, i feel is retiring me
i’m hearing music that is tiring me
music is supposed to breathe life into me
but maybe it’s just me
my perspective on the world shifts
i retreat to my room and cl!ck on not safe for work links
then i fill my belly with biscuits, against my best wishes
feel guilty with my missus
open my eyes because
i’m looking for a sign, but the problem is i’m blind
just trying to figure if i’m wasting my time
almost 29 and i’m broke with debt
unfortunately my confidence turn to emptiness
i’m looking for a sign, but the problem is i’m blind
just trying to figure if i’m wasting my time
almost 29 and i’m broke with debt
unfortunately my confidence turn to emptiness
verse three, f*ck you, and f*ck me
i don’t mean it politely, i’m just speaking honestly
honestly, i’m lost at sea, i’m a nuisance
i’m one of those hypocritical losers
poking holes in your character, and pointing out your flaws
degrading women who act like wh0res
but then getting off to them in p*rn
i was born in the wrong generation
continually asking for clarification
i should care more about what i’m saying
in order to protect my reputation
but when the beats playing, all i care about is devastation
like an eighteen year old male cares about ej*cul*tion
i’m h*rny as f*ck
direct my energy into my music in an attempt to level up
and ultimately pass the buck
to individuals who can stand up
to the suffering we call life, yet still act morally right
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