heart full of pain - obn shawn lyrics
(hook)
heart fulla pain
mind fulla secrets
n i was hungry they was feeding me lies
but i ain’t trippin i’m the victim
one day we all gotta die about this sh*t
n when i die
i want you to say i got fly up on b*tch
fr tho
tell me how you feeling mentally
was this really meant for me
f*ck it
i don’t think so
but if i die tmrw
who still gon be my brudda
want you to look up at the sky
imma be lookin down
long as i’m away from clowns
long as i’m away from reality tryna haunt me down
want this to be for myself
don’t want n0body else
seeing vic up in my dreams
thought i was dead like oh well
twist n turned
my heart burn
but i been thuggin by myself
i didn’t need you in my life
i exed out like oh well
i gave ha d*ck on movie night
up in thе stall like oh well
don’t know if i should pick and choose ovеr b*tches
nothing new over b*tches
they all act the same wtf i could do with all dese b*tches
sit back n count my benjis
i ain trippin of a nun i paid the way for all these n*ggas
stayed the same for all these
took the blame for all these n*ggas
gave the game to all these n*ggas
pick the wave for all these n*ggas
would you stay for me
i’m just worryin bout yo loyalty
gon play for keeps
n she my b*tch fr she gon say spoil me
just look at me
it was so hard tryna figure out what the u had for me
shawty just sit back happily
i been stressing smokin trees
n
i go back to back
back to back
yo b*tch ass wouldn’t believe
n i don did what’s right
i did what’s wrong
but b*tch it’s meant for me
n i been thru the storm
i’m steady walking like i’m heracles
even my family burden me
they come back
n it’s hurting me
i start crying when i write
so i don’t need a pen or paper
i get mad n want be by myself
u might get stabbed or taserd
i don’t know
in n out of the trap
i’m tryna get some paper i don’t know
my life been a rodeo
ride my wave
they like my flow
i’m just sayin what i been thru
i seen some sh*t u won’t believe
n it f*cked up my mental
not around when i’m crying but they around when i’m wining
losing hope in all people
i’m hoping it’s just the ending
fr
if i hurt you then i’m sorry
i been hurting think i’m fallin
they been lurkin steady callin
block they number i won’t call em
if they hurt me who gon follow
can’t walk away from my problems
i tend to vent to these hollows
they help me find all my targets
was holding me at rock bottom
yea i promise
it’s just the beginning
i think that i’m winning
i’m hurting my soul
got the mind of a menace
i say ion care but i promise i listen
i got me a baby u thinkin i’m trippin
i don’t know
my life been a rodeo
ride my wave
they like my flow
i’m 30 w my pole
poppin 30’s truth be truth
(hook)
heart fulla pain
mind fulla secrets
n i was hungry they was feeding me lies
but i ain’t trippin i’m the victim
one day we all gotta die about this sh*t
n when i die
i want you to say i got fly up on b*tch
fr tho
tell me how you feeling mentally
was this really meant for me
f*ck it
i don’t think so
but if i die tmrw
who still gon be my brudda
want you to look up at the sky
imma be lookin down
long as i’m away from clowns
long as i’m away from reality tryna haunt me down
want this to be for myself
don’t want n0body else
seeing vic up in my dreams
thought i was dead like oh well
twist n turned
my heart burn
but i been thuggin by myself
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