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four bottles of pills - nymphrenia lyrics

tired of life and the way that i’m living
my mind is a prison, the feeling’s persistent
they say it will go but i know that it isn’t
you cannot know the storm if you’re not in it
the way that i die, it won’t make a difference
i’ll be the f*cker that n0body misses
i know that my eyes have seen too many nights
and the skin on my thighs have seen too many knives
i dreamed that i die cause i hate that i’m broken
in vain i was hoping the pain i was knowing
would die with myself when i took my own life
but i survived my own suicide
i dream that i die cause i hate that i’m brokеn
in vain i was hoping the pain i was knowing
would die with myself whеn i took my own life
i’ll do it again till i get it right
i wrote my note
i close my eyes
i cannot breath
life is no more for me

i’m sorry i failed and maybe if i tried
a little bit harder i wouldn’t have died
i’d do it that way if there was a next time
but i know too well that this ending is mine
tired of pain, tired of hurting
tired of this living life as a burden
tired of tears, depression for years
crying for help but n0body hears
k!lling myself is always on my mind
so f*ck it tonight is the night
writing a note when i finish this line
i’ll say goodbye to my life
a bottle of vodka, four bottles of pills
with it my memory spills
a bottle of vodka, four bottles of pills
with it my life will be k!lled

this is the end for me
i will not look back
i take the pills
i close my eyes
this is my last night
this is my goodbye
i hate this f*cking life
i will end it tonight
where were you when i cried
where are you at tonight
a bottle of vodka
will end all of my pain
a stomach full of pills
will end my life

- nymphrenia lyrics

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