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life story - nycjay lyrics

(intro)
this is a rap but it’s also a story

i had a life but it wasn’t perfect, growing up with my two brothers, mom and my dad. fast forward around 5 or 6 years old my dad went to prison, till this day they never told me wat happened. i would never forget it at the age of 10 cps picked me up. let me tell you wat happened, i was in school mind you the day after my mom’s birthday, they called me down to the office, in my head i’m thinking am i in trouble? in my so i get to the office, i’m asking what’s going on? the cps worker asked me, are you “ja’faysia miles”, i say “yеa that’s me”. they said we arе here to pick you up. i started to cry. all i’m thinking at that point is

can i see my mom?
can i say bye to her?
why me?
why me?

it’s crazy to experience that at 10 years old to get put into foster care, at least im not alone, i got my brother. i started to house flop. i got to my third house, the family there didn’t care about me, i could stay out all night and they wouldn’t bother to ask me “how are you doing?” or “are you okay?” i was so depressed i almost committed suicide. so i went to this mental hospital for about 2 months. i couldn’t eat or sleep. fast forward to present time, i’m still in foster care been in foster care for almost 5 years. they terminated my mother’s rights so that means i can’t have contact with her what so ever. i can’t talk to her, i can’t see her and it really hurts. to be honest, i’m really good at hiding behind a mask, you wouldn’t know if i was hurtin’ unless i told you or if i was to start breaking down. till this day i still ask myself…

why me?
why me?
why me?
why me?

i used to smoke and drink like crazy, i still do but not as much as i used to. i used to do it to make my pain go away. i know i was young but i didn’t look my age so people thought i was older. so i started hanging out wit the older kids. i really didn’t have a normal childhood, i took my first or of hennessy at 9, smoked my first blunt at 10. now i look back and be like d*mnn i really grew up and now i’m a better person. now i wonder what it would be like if i was still wit my mom

that’s my life story
life story
that’s my life story
life story

- nycjay lyrics

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