d.a.d - nubis lyrics
[verse 1]
gimme back my life
cause i’ve been sittin home alone
waiting for my chance
not knowing when it’s gone
they say time flys
what about the other side
i know it’s okay to cry
why the f-ck does it have to be me
i felt this way since my father died
it was a suicide
how could you take your own life
lettin momma find you when you couldn’t wipe the tears from her eyes
so it’s gotta be me
& ima stay true
everything i ever told
you
i promise i will do
just a young kid doin big sh-t
livin out in la
searchin for the truth
finding out the answers my own
so it’s time for me go
this might be my last goodbye
since i never got the chance too say it right
just know you saved my life
i gotta change the stars for myself
i know my health great oh well
smoke too much
even stay up late
tryna find my place
in this big -ss world
i know you see me
but i don’t see you
unless i close my eyes
& that’s the d-mn truth
even then
i can’t remember what your voice sounds like
or your laugh, man this doesn’t feel right
[hook]
dad
i wish we took more pics
or went on more trips
maybe i wouldn’t feel this way
maybe i wouldn’t have to smoke sh-t
maybe mom wouldn’t have to take pills every time her depression hit
yeah she’s depressed n sh-t
just know i won’t back down
yeah i’m never gon quit
yeah i’m never gon quit
[verse 2]
check it
im not doin this alone
ive got two souls inside
i’m goin in strong
middle finger
to the cops
you did every d-mn time they were lockin you up
& it didn’t only happen once
scared for my life
cause you was beatin us up
i was just a lil youngin
so i wasn’t that tough
& you were all f-cked up
yeah you were all f-cked up
my phone call was the only reason they were even pickin you up
sh-t f-cked me up
imagine being a youngin
callin the cops on your pops
then they show up and the tazer guns pops
as he drops
i thought my old man got shot
cause of me
why the f-ck can’t i let sh-t be
all i wanted to do was get him the that i thought he would need
i guess i called the wrong number
cause they put him in a cell b-tt naked
with a hole in the ground
sayin motha f-cka that’s where you pee
dad why you gotta be a drug feign for
everything would’ve been so sick
if you didn’t get so sick
yeah
the mental illness h-t
&
he’s so infected
rotting from the drugs he once did
probably wishin he could go back to bein a kid
change everything
even me
d-mn
yeah i know i wasn’t the best
but i never meant to make you stress
never thought that all those times that i got straight fs
would lead something like this
now you’re gone & this is how i vent
with a pen and a pad
instead of talkin to somebody like a normal person
this is f-ckin all i have
&
i’ll make it
i’m not fakin
yeah i’m takin the chance
im gonna be great because i know i am
you taught me that
you were a hard -ss worker
but you also showed me everything not do
&
i thank you for that
yeah i should hate you for that
but if you hear me say i hate you
i ain’t takin it back
[pre hook]
i gotta change the stars for myself
i know my health great oh well
smoke too much
even stay up late
tryna find my place
in this big -ss world
listen
i know you see me
but i don’t see you
unless i close my eyes
& that’s the d-mn truth
even then
i can’t remember what voice sounds like
or your laugh, man this feel right
[hook]
dad
i wish we took more pics
or went on more trips
maybe i wouldn’t feel this way
maybe i wouldn’t have to smoke sh-t
maybe mom wouldn’t have to take pills every time her depression hit
yeah she’s depressed n sh-t
just know i won’t back down
yeah i’m never gon quit
yeah i’m never gon quit
[outro]
suicide man
it ain’t no joke
&
if you’re ever feelin down
call a friend instead of the rope
all you need is someone to listen
someone to help you stop the demons from wisperin
puttin all those f-cked up things in position
so what i’m gettin at
is i miss you pops
every time the coo coo clock tocks
it makes me start thinkin a lot
like what life would be like
with you still on this rock
okay my dreams all i’ve got
i gotta get it
woah
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