loved ones - nu devenchy lyrics
been tryna find some ways to cope
wit my emotions
ohhh ohhhhh
my emotions
i lost my brothers to these streets
dat sh*t left me broken
and i’ve been tryna find some ways to cope wit my emotions
i use to look up to dis cat it turned
out he a rodent
i can’t believe i seen my mama in a casket frozen
goin thru some pain i don’t feel no love
seems like my only solution is a cure dat resides in drugs
i been losin hope and i feel like givin up
swear i ain’t got no soul every bit of it been crushed
had to let tears fall now they fallin
harder than the rain ain’t no tellin wen the storm end
wish heaven had a number i cud dial it up and call them
i miss my loved ones i wud trade places wit all of dem
still reminisce about them times me and steph was droppin dimes
won’t forget them days wen me and p*rn was ballin on the grind
be lyin if i said ice doe and boogie ain’t been on my mind
mama was a hustler use trash grind she put in over time
just to make sure we was right cuz we done had some sleepless nights
so i started trappin just to make sure we cud eat at night
been trapped inside the darkness for so long couldn’t see the light
wanna quit but mama voice keep tellin me tah keep da fight
constant battles wit my thoughts this life ain’t fair
i ain’t prayin tah god cuz he ain’t answering my prayers
every time i close my eyes i’m force to face all of my fears
these smiles cud cover hidden cries but ain’t no covering these tears
cuz i’m so broke i come from the trenches full of false hope
to many times i seen them casket doors close can’t wait to see my loved ones at dem cross*roads at dem cross
i watch my dawg shed some tear inside my car he cudnt hide his pain
cuz he lost his uncle and his death been heavy on his brain
if he ain’t have his daughter f*ck around he might ah went insane
losses after losses after losses wen this sh*t gon change
been so traumatized lately i can’t even get no sleep in
drowning in these cries and i can’t help da fact i keep on sankin
mental suicidal might just ease da pain or make it even
searchin for da answers hopin i cud just escape the feelings
wanna just let go i swear tah god dis sh*t keep stressin me
everyday a struggle i can’t let my mama rest in peace
lil bro hit my line and told me go live on her legacy
now it’s eve you kno that sh*t is till the death of me
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