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dandelions - nolxck lyrics

[verse]
everybody starts young
bad habits or good smarts
tell me where you come from
i’m from doveton
i was laying in the dandelions
smoke spliff i was stressed out
cause everybody lying
and n0body understand what i’m tryna say
so i roll another, just another day
i been stressed out, since the other day
maybe thats under-exaggeration
i been feeling nothing different since like eight
i remember i was young
i was tryna speak but n0body listened
felt like suffocation and i felt neglected
so i made my own world, i talked to the walls
cause they couldn’t hear and tell
and they always listened cause like, it’s a wall
man i was alone in a world full of nothing but shadows
i opened up and i swear to god everything got worse
i would take it all back if i could but i can’t so it’s time to get to work
fixing all my problems is it really worth?
when i’m rapping i’ve been feeling fastidious
but life just pain and i’m getting sick of it
lately i’ve been contemplating blowing out my f-cking brains
cause i’m tired from the reigns
getting tired when i’m tryna make some gains
change my name and my face
run away to a new place
in purgatory will i still feel pain
no way half dead
i’m way past saving
made a deal with when i’m dead
i’ll become next man
big fans
next up same dreams
that’s what
i’ll be johnny with the double clutch
twin glock
shooting shots at the shops
drive by, why cause when i’m born again i won’t ever change
top notch
i’m like the whiskey at the very top
cause i’ve been at the bottom of the bottle
i’ve been lost
every conversation i was asking ‘what’
17 years old but i’ve lived like i’m not
so what do i say when they ask what’s wrong
bad things happened but the worst sh-t i’ve done
but i ain’t sorry to the people that felt the blade punch
and the people that felt my foot stomp
i was ready to get myself done
seen more sh-t than i really should
i was wrecking my life pop a pilly call it feel good
but i gotta say, nearly two years clean
i’ve been feeling better than i ever thought i would
i been fit, my lifestyle changed the last time i thought “this is it”
october 19th
four day bender lean and sh-t
i was laying on the floor in my own f-cking vomit
crawled to the kitchen, didn’t know who to call
i thought my life was cut short
i laid there and thought bout all the sh-t i did wrong
i cried for a while cause i know i f-cked up
but what was there to do
i was dying on the kitchen floor
so i thought f-ck it, imma throw it up
hadn’t eaten for days now my body giving up
blacked out dead
that’s the story of the time that i died i guess
no one checked my pulse i was all alone
but i woke up in my bed
my shirt still drenched in vomit blood and sweat

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