depression - nobstaboi lyrics
starting to feel like i’ve had enough of life, those words are cold like the 4degrees i’m in at the moment as i write
its so blitz but i have to get out of the way reflecting on my decisions that i make every day
i know i’m not going the path i need and i need to make a change
but i can’t help myself when i do this everyday
im saying i’m gonna do better for myself its all talking
but i never really do enough of the walking
i should be sitting at home studying bettering my education
but i’m always stuck in the same position; its always the same conversation
between the people i love and the people that care but for some strange reason motivation comes rare
peoples words get into me like a hypodermic needle
this sad depression is what i deceive from people
no i’m not alright so when i say i am don’t get caught in a drift
‘coz what youdont know is secretly i’m stuck in life lift
you don’t know when everybody bringing me down i wanna go up
but i still get myself fin the same old rut
its the same old life, its the same my minds corrupt
its the same old me that needs to go up
i know i should just do it and give the talk a rest
all i want is the comfort in my own success
i doubt i deserve the success that i’ve achieved
‘coz everybody thinks i’ve changed and they’ve all believed
im head boy at school animi starting to think why
im not such a sensible and intelligent guy
my life isn’t secure and i just can’t get by
i haven’t got my father and i’m wishing to the sky
looking at the stars as i write these bars
no more are the visions of the girls and flash cars
‘coz i just can’t do life. im doing it all wrong
and thats really why i’m sat her writing this song
but i’m gonna grind ‘coz thats what i keep trying
trying my best all the time, i got the heart of a lion
always been told i’m worthless all the time, at me domestic
im gona wipe out all the man in grime
ive got the lyricism and i also got the flow
init for no beef, i’m just sharing the love bro
i dont wanna be backed i’m not getting immersed g
half of man are snakes anyway, robin van persie
im just init for the fun and i’m init for the love
i ain’t init for the beef, i ain’t in it for the drugs
its just what i do to express how i feel
its just what i do to show whats real
love it or hate it i’m gonna do what i do
i have to express what i’ve been going through
i wanna get big and start getting noticed
but i’m doing this ting on my ones, trust me g i’m focused
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