the genesis - noah gold lyrics
[intro]
lockdown sh*t man
we were spending time without a
f*ck to give, man
i can’t even lie, it brought the
f*cked up sh*t out
didn’t have a purpose turned my
heart inside out
we just kept it burning, ay
[verse]
it started out just as a meme, man, i was laughing daily
back when the races were always won by that one mercedes
we were disctracting ourselves from the pending trouble, maybe
we went from elbows to a mask to stuck at home for 80 days
or was it longer? i don’t know
i remember being happy i could stay at f*cking home
didn’t think about the fact i had to spend it all alone
and i think you can relate so let me tell while i flow
all the time we had to spend
all the days i had to fill
so i found a f*cking pen
and i wrote it outta ink
i was sounding like a stan
in my mind it was a hit
send the video to friends
they were f*cking with it, still
open my notes for the lines
open youtube for the beats
tryna figure out the rhyme
that was my daily routine
filled a sp*ce up in my mind
i was acting like a fiend
k!lling beats a genocide
noah gold, the genesis
like it was fated
bottle in my hand, i liked to party ’till i’m faded
now we were inside, i start to notice that i hated
all the going out, debated
rather be alone, i waited
and when i was bored i picked a f*cking beat and then i skated
like a dinner, man, i ate it
wasn’t thinking bout the ladies
i was thinking ’bout the future, wonder how far i could take it
but i can’t even lie
man, i was depressed bout my ex, man, i was terrified
wanted to f*cking die, whoa
if it’s a test, what a mess
alone on valentine
nah, this sh*t wasn’t all fine
where the f*ck is the rewind?
where the f*ck are all my guys?
i was crying out my eyes
water droplets on my lines
first i wrote about some bullsh*t that i didn’t even like
then i moved onto the darkest empty feelings i could find
everyday a struggle, i just never was so down, no
wish i had some friends that could distract me like a song do
going off the deep end couldn’t see i had to stop, ooh
doing something that i would regret and didn’t want to
realising the clowing that i did was for attention
insecurity that i was hiding ‘stead of besting
was now causing all my crying, dying, all the tension
but by writing it all down i gave myself a lesson bout myself
needed air, i needed sp*ce
in my writing i could vent
now my music was the place
i could really be myself
pouring out my f*cking brain
i was breaking like a bone
and i never was the same
i recorded on my phone
and it sounded f*cking lame
but the realness in my hurt
is what somehow made it work
it ain’t pretty, i was sh*tty
but i waited for my turn
that’s the stuggle, evolution always started as a germ
so the days with the bros
turned to weeks in my notes
all the highs and the lows
turned to beats, turned to flows
turned to heat, turned to cold
take a seat, let you know
how i sing, how i blow
how i breath, how i grow
it really f*cked me up for a long d*mn time
music sucked me up, and alone i cried
i lost all my friends, i lost all my life
but by losing all them, felt i was alright
first it was a h*ll, let go of my pride
and the more i fell, more i fell behind
no one here could tell what was on my mind
i was under a spell, but the wizard lied
[outro]
now i’m so proud of what i did
rap made a man out of a kid
that quarantine, it changed the plan
i wouldn’t be, i wouldn’t be
now i’m so proud of what i did
rap made a man out of a kid
that quarantine, it changed the plan
i wouldn’t be, the guy i am
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