november - nick ray & loc lyrics
[chorus: nick ray]
this time i’ve been alone
they don’t really understand me
that’s alright
take a walk down that avenue
looking for some reason
i’m alive
yea, i’m alive
[verse 1: loc]
yea
that day in november
remember there was something different
about the way the world turned
it was like the planet shifted
underneath my feet
i could feel my feet lifted
on a level of intense emptiness and a place i’ve yet to experience
since that day you left me here with it
and i’ve been trying to deal with this on my own
but the self-destruction and abuse that comes with losing someone close to you
has been dragging me down to a place that i do not belong
and i know giving up isn’t the way to go out
but i really don’t feel that strong
it seems so much easier to drown myself and sorrows in alcohol
than deal with this
emptiness
a place that won’t let me forget
and i’m struggling with my lack of sleep
it’s like a bad dream on constant repeat
and i miss you so, it’s been too long
felt your presence when i wrote that song
and i’m still searching for a trace of the place that you have gone
i am…lost
[chorus: nick ray]
this time i’ve been alone
they don’t really understand me
that’s all right
take a walk down that avenue
looking for some reason
i’m alive
yea, i’m alive
[verse 2: loc]
yea
now that you’re missin’
all i listen to is
the walls and they whisper
i see this problem getting deeper
but i don’t really want to be this low
and i don’t see any other place i can go
but i’ve tried every outlet that i know
and it seems likes an endless piece of my life that i can never control
and i haven’t really cared about anyone else
or myself or my welfare
and i know they say he is probably in a better place
where ever he is up there
but they really have no earthly idea
what it meant to a 14-year-old kid
and i know they tryin’ to help out
but it’s not the support i need to hear
i just need to be…me again
and break out this sh-ll
and reveal my skin
but it takes a whole lot of hard work from the inside out to get what i’m battlin’
and i’m all torn up inside
i can’t remembered the last time i cried
and i thought that this would p-ss, but years keep coming and
years keep flying by
and it’s still right there
every time i think of you
i can’t help but stare
into an open space
with a blank expression, across my face
just hoping there’s another day that i can spend with you
break away from this institute
but i’m so caught up with finding myself
when i stop to look
i never look for you
[chorus: nick ray]
this time i’ve been alone
they don’t really understand me
that’s all right
take a walk down that avenue
looking for some reason
i’m alive
yea, i’m alive
[outro: nick ray]
yea i’m alive
yea i’m alive
yea i’m alive
yea i’m alive
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