dear mom, - nick corsale lyrics
(verse 1)
yo man this is supposed to be some deep sh-t for me so i hope you can understand all the pain i’m about to put into this song, so you know how every family is supposed to protect you and your mother is supposed to be the one that guides you through anything your put through in life and anything every struggle you’re having if had a rough day at school or you started doing something you weren’t supposed to they would be the ones to correct you but in my situation i was the one to correct my mother and i’ll get to explaining with that tell me how you’re supposed to just meet someone on a dating app and expect to date them in another 6 months when you already met them and obviously this lady seemed alittle crazy but i didn’t tell her that i just told her grinning i was happy for her and i said if you need anything i’m right here
(chorus)
oh, i’m sorry for blaming you
for everything, i just couldn’t do
and i’ve hurt myself by hurting you
(verse 2)
now as the months get older i’m starting to get a little colder now because now i’m starting to grow hatred for this woman man i didn’t even know this woman and i already hated her she started coming through the door with all this bullsh-t everyday was something new and a problem why we couldn’t see another family member again i felt bad for my little sister
she couldn’t even see my cousins or uncles or anything you know why because we had a self conflicted wh0r- that wanted everything to herself she wanted everything man i couldn’t tell you the times i cried at night wishing i was dead you know why because i couldn’t stand being in that house i’d rather go be a hobo outside on the streets because i couldn’t stand the fact that i kept repeating words whenever i rapped because i still had this picture of them in my head i couldn’t see my mother dating this women again and man i wanted to scream because i couldn’t even contemplate the fact that she wasn’t with another man i don’t even know why i’m still here
(chorus)
oh, i’m sorry for blaming you
for everything, i just couldn’t do
and i’ve hurt myself by hurting you
(verse 3)
so dear mom, if your listening to this just know that i’m that i’m picturing myself without you in my life anymore because honestly i’m so tired of the fact that you put your wh0r- in front of your kids and first man you kicked me out of the godd-mn door i can’t tell you how many times i wanted to k!ll myself man how many times i popped pills i slit my godd-mn wrists because i couldn’t stand being here anymore i wanted to die that december night because i knew there was no reason for living anymore i couldn’t stand, i couldn’t breathe i felt dissy, i fell to the floor i wanted to die i knew i was ready i couldn’t see man my eyes started to get blurry my life started to worship everything that i wasn’t i couldn’t even stand the fact that i was going out i knew i was dying that day but i had to get up man to the fact that i knew i wasn’t gonna see another day without you man, so i packed my things i told you i was leaving i’m done, i’m sorry..f-ck
(chorus)
oh, i’m sorry for blaming you
for everything, i just couldn’t do
and i’ve hurt myself by hurting you
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