imposter syndrome - neon december lyrics
[verse 1]
look at you, what the f-ck have you done hunh
appear as someone else because you’re own isn’t fun hunh
saddest satisfaction of a victory run hunh
where you’re sense of self oh wait you don’t got none hunh
suspense what’s the holdup you folding up
increase in the paper folds origami shape enfold yourself
in defense, you just rolled up withholding up
secrets keep from getting sold let yourself be getting and mold
determined that your low-key loki tricks must be your middle name what shame
no one told you they for kids your little game how lame
you got to be joking ain’t no hall of fame no frame picture
not your face if but one set aflame what pain
shapeshifter but they see through the mystique
tryna make it through to sat-rday but still end up weak
no halloween party michael myers already p-ssed that
jim carey calling say he wanting the mask back
[hook]
yo imposter in the building he about to make a milli that he know he don’t deserve
impossibly fulfilling and the obstacles are grilling but he got to make a k!lling
so, avoid and don’t disturb he got to fake the feeling
yo imposter in the building he about to make a milli that he know he don’t deserve
impossibly fulfilling and the obstacles are grilling but he got to make a k!lling
so, avoid and don’t disturb he got to fake the feeling
[verse 2]
what’s the use loosely receiving compliments
losing grip on my confidence asking me what the problem is
problem is; feels like accolades should be the opposite
competent on top of sh-t when really at the bottom its occurrence is common
plaguing senses a virus sensing a curve with a constant nagging scent
that forever tenses my current subconscious it
condenses my own expenses
my currency profit i get a sense all i’m worth is cents
a dime with the diamonds climbing waterfall just to crash and fall
no flying gliding up overall end result; the crawl
declining hiding behind a wall built to cover all the crying fighting
i’m just a thrall trapped within a disguise
i despise this face so ima switch eyes
nose, hair, mouth, implies; arms, legs gets resized
unsuited for the prize new jacket shoes three ties
just make sure you hide the old one keep inside
[hook]
yo imposter in the building he about to make a milli that he know he don’t deserve
impossibly fulfilling and the obstacles are grilling but he got to make a k!lling
so, avoid and don’t disturb he got to fake the feeling
yo imposter in the building he about to make a milli that he know he don’t deserve
impossibly fulfilling and the obstacles are grilling but he got to make a k!lling
so, avoid and don’t disturb he got to fake the feeling
[verse 3]
i pull excalibur from stone and i still end up feeling alone
king arthur never should have let me try (don’t know why i)
my knight in armor never came voicemail the phone never rang
he’s probably too good a guy for me
[hook 2]
it’s my fault it’s my fault i been falling since my mind halted
my fault i, it’s all in my head
it’s my fault it’s my fault i been falling since my mind halted
my fault i, it’s all in my head
[verse 4]
treat yourself is falling on deaf ears the sweets is stalling all the fears
i got my stomach full cause all of it stuffed inside
on top of mountains took me years now look at me vs my peers
it seems esteemed be fleeting brought it down in landslide
and now i’m buried in the snow sh-t is scary where to go
white out weather causing icicles in your eyes
look like diamonds up from here see through cause they crystal clear
your cut is perfect, and i’m torn up why even try
[hook 2]
it’s my fault it’s my fault i been falling since my mind halted
my fault i, it’s all in my head
it’s my fault it’s my fault i been falling since my mind halted
my fault i, it’s all in my head
[outro]
imagine it was like raining sand
and like the doubt is something that like as you get further and further into your head and think like
well i can’t do this i set my… i kind of pushed myself out of my own boundaries too much
like the more you think about it the deeper you dig the hole
and the more the sand that you’re digging is falling on you and just piling up and it just takes…
that can reify itself over time as you think and think and think as you keep digging yourself deeper
that’s what self-doubt feels like
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