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crystal ball - nate lyrics

[verse 1]
starry nights van goh flows, artistry at its finest i’m trying to shine the light at any f-cking spotlight
girl i see you living
i’m recognizing everything
20/20 vision
i see things with the clarity, it’s clear to me that i’ll probably die alone, burdens on my shoulders but that sh-t feels like a stone
road trip dazing
i’m always on the road
the time of day i give to her is too d-mn slow
told her i’m always focused on bettering my flow
she asked me when im gonna come home
i showed her a calendar
it had my schedule on it
in order for me to go home now i’d have to be super sonic
she knew i was busy and she said she was committed
now she regrets the decision and said that’d shed give in
she said i’ve had enough
i told her don’t go
she said i’ve had a boy for months and you’d never f-cking know
she hung up fast after that low blow, reputation carving she made herself a hoe, too bad i couldn’t dwell on it too long i had a show
then after i performed i had to hit the road, my mind was spinning fast like outta control
then i woke up sweating breathing fast in a panic
thinking that sh-t was real man that sh-t was tragic
reached over to my counter so i could drink my gl-ss of water
thinking about the sh-t that i had heard from my father
telling me things discouraging me
that’s the kind of sh-t that influenced my dreams
i layed back down and i felt through it all
now i understood what it is that i saw
my emotions went through all it is was raw
rap is just my calling and i answered the call
but with that lifestyle comes the partying
drinking hard everynight
because you f-cking can
getting wasted with your friends to prove that your the man
i don’t think i’m ready for it
and it’s approaching me
coming at me fast that sh-t hit super speed
got some sh-t to do i’ll call that mr deeds
legacy creating man i’m feeling like apollo creed
yeah but back to my dream
i went back to sleep and tried to forget it all
but the pain was too real, almost felt as if i hit a rock wall
buying time for me, they tried to f-cking stall
knowing that id have to go through it all

[hook]
this is what i see with my own crystal ball
every night i dream this the kinda sh-t i see
then when it really happens is when i stop to dream
seeing things that i can’t believe

[verse 2]
let’s go back where we left off
she left my -ss and i’m on tour we hit the road to take off
on the bus with a pencil in my hand
writing music down then it started sounding bland
ears started ringing
heart started pounding
i had a heart attack and my life had barley started
next thing i know
i’m on a f-cking cart and
being rolled in to a dark f-cking closet
i see beams of light at the end of a tunnel
i’m starting to go towards it faster and faster
then i drifted off and changed course to the side
the fear and disbelief that you could see in my eyes
i saw first hand where i was gonna end up
h-ll at its finest had the fire blazing up
so then i stopped dreaming and woke up for good
music is a curse but sometimes can do good

- nate lyrics

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