way too fast - myles bullen lyrics
[intro: earth person]
winter’s coming way too fast
icy window, frozen gl-ss
summer dream has come and gone
just a memory now forgotten
[verse 1: myles bullen & earth person]
but don’t get caught up in the past
i can’t seem to remain present
like i need to plan out my future and then use it as a leverage
we were young and full of love
now we’re jaded, feeling faded, awaitin’
someone to come and comfort us, we sit ourselves inside of isolation
lost inside this great machine
every thought i’ve ever thought is playing on repeat
this invisible inception, connecting us through a screen
caught up in my own collapse
k!ll the elitist ego, sledge hammer to my pride
looking for the truth that i see in her, i hope she sees that i tried
check your mailbox, nothing’s there
i check my email, voicemail, no text
feeling unfulfilled with this subtle disconnect
time is nothing to you now
every second that p-sses is bending
creating space between the moments, extending the essence of pretending
shapeless like a shadowed mask
uncovered the craft, see through the character’s act
suffering on stage is the pain and the main attraction
sunken ship and broken mast
went out to sea, like a buoy that forgot how to float
was drowning in self doubt, swimming towards a new hope
ice is melting, moving fast
springing to my feet, flowers budding, ready to bloom
this pretty city covered with colors, i’m glad i left my room
in the forest, find the key
unlocking creativity, harboring in my heart cave
let it see the light of day, illuminate the dark waste
caught amidst the cycle stream
filled me with fear of feeling open, feeling unheard and outspoken
a nervous disorder that keeps on lurking around
wash your eyes out, clear your blame
breaking down in tears, screaming, filling me with fear
feeling a need for clearing, try to ask for help endearingly
[verse 2: myles bullen]
facing the feeling of impending doom, staring at the ceiling
in an unappealing room, zooming in and out
of reality, i start questioning my sanity
lose control, i don’t i think that i can handle me
who’s to know? who or what i’ve been channeling
this whole world is family, unconditional love is a fantasy
can it be? everyone i know has a mental illness
and still it’s inside me
and it’s named anxiety, but i won’t let depression defeat me
i’m excessively uneasy, typically compulsive
addictively indulgent to self deprecate
i’m a slave to my behavior, only i can set me straight
intrusive thoughts like to linger, rot in my brain
wish that i could photoshop, cut, crop out those things
distractibility k!lling me, filling me with all this negative energy
forget that, i’ma start rewriting all of my memories
in this rap, i’ma start practicing loving my enemies
building new sk!lls and keep on developing
the strength of an elephant, musical medicine
i’m in love, benevolent, beautiful, feminine
i’ma start being a friend of mine, rewire my mind
redefine self love, nurture divine
unlearning self inflicted pain and conditioning will take some time
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