suspended - myknees lyrics
[chorus]
suspended my ass, you know they could not handle me
maybe i just couldn’t handle myself
all of the rage, built up inside
started not to care about anything else
so focused on me that i lost myself
sometimes my mind is a living h*ll
insecurities, anxiety
tried to keep it inside to myself
i had to snap, there was nothing else
obsess over anger, it’s hard not to dwell
they don’t understand, but it’s fine, oh well
imagined some things that i shouldn’t tell
i triеd to just go back in my sh*ll
talk about your problems, be carеful who you tell
even now still, i’m not doing so well
but that’s on me, i have to prevail
[verse]
they sent me away cause the doctor felt threatened
a week in a unit? but i just spoke my mind
they wanted to help me, but they made me feel worse
sent away for thoughts i had all the time
now i feel like i have ptsd
i always get anxious when i see the police
imagine trying to p*ss while you’re cuffed to a bed
i mean i don’t understand what went through their head
facetime doc said i was good to go
but the police told me that i couldn’t go home
i never threatened anyone, the school wouldn’t listen
my thoughts too violent, that’s why i got suspended
but when i got home, i really felt so alone
it’s hard to stay motivated when you’re so isolated
the school was in the wrong and that can’t be debated
depression and anger, i was just filled with hatred
[chorus]
suspended my ass, you know they could not handle me
maybe i just couldn’t handle myself
all of the rage, built up inside
started not to care about anything else
so focused on me that i lost myself
sometimes my mind is a living h*ll
insecurities, anxiety
tried to keep it inside to myself
i had to snap, there was nothing else
obsess over anger, it’s hard not to dwell
they don’t understand, but it’s fine, oh well
imagined some things that i shouldn’t tell
i tried to just go back in my sh*ll
talk about your problems, be careful who you tell
even now still, i’m not doing so well
but that’s on me, i have to prevail
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