the girl who wasn’t fixed - mya ripely lyrics
[verse 1]
give me my birthday cake
watch me blow out my candles now
i’m turning fifteen soon
shadows dancing in a darkened room
writing poetry on cream coloured diaries
not much left inside of me
[pre*chorus]
i’m flesh and bone
yet i’m not alone ‘cuz
you are with me
[chorus]
i looked in the mirror and i didn’t see me
just a fl!ckering flame of the girl i used to be
she’s thinner than i was now
those eyes look so worn down
bleeding smiles from the fake face she owns
you help me
pray for me
because she is alone
i thought i could change her
and maybe i did
but underneath this skin is the girl who wasn’t fixed
[verse 2]
give me the keys to my apartment
the one i’ll own in a couple years
i’m turning so cold now
your warmth lifts me somehow
i’m laying down numb
my eyes not blinking
i wouldn’t leave you for anything
[pre*chorus]
i’m blood and breath
this is what i get
for pretending that i’m the best
when i’m sick now
[chorus]
i looked in the mirror and i didn’t see me
just a fl!ckering flame of the girl i used to be
she’s thinner than i was now
those eyes look so worn down
bleeding smiles from the fake face she owns
you help me
pray for me
because she is alone
i thought i could change her
and maybe i did
but underneath this skin is the girl who wasn’t fixed
[bridge]
ooh
you can change yourself
but you can’t change your skin
like it or not
this is how i wanna to live
ooh
i want to love myself
and let me achieve this
i’ve been through it
and i really need this
[chorus]
i looked in the mirror and i didn’t see me
i saw a fl!ckering flame of the girl i used to be
she’s sadder than i am now
those words feel so burnt up
cracking foundation from the body she owns
god help me
pray for me
but she’s not alone
i know i can’t change her
she’ll stay through thick and thin
but becoming myself is knowing i never needed to be fixed
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