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letter for myself - mujtaba aamer lyrics

hey 3am!
this is you 45 years from now
writing you this letter to make you sober
hope you get this one

i know you loved writing raps more than anyone
most nights you were awake till 3am
trying to write sh-t which would help you make your career
you f-cked up so bad you wanted to pop a gun
but deep down you knew you are inches away from saying “i won”
that’s why you worked hard
you became n0body to everybody after writing raps and sh-t
their hate made you so strong you said “i’ll never quit”
you enjoyed all the fame
but still someone was calling you lame
you faced things,even looking back at them was a shame
i remember when you were 10 you wrote your first rap
“top of the world”
haha man that was a cr-p
you still aimed on being on top even after the sh-t you had to face
like when you were nine
all those mom dad whippin’
school kids gigglin’
teachers b-tchin’
your best friend snitchin’
you cried all night thinking how you would benefit the world
but if anything the world gave you was making your voice unheard
while others spent nights to let you live like themselves
man you hated that sh-t
everybody lying made you look like a hypocrite
even the priest -ssed so irrelevant sh-t
you stopped believing in god
making you hit all alone that shot
then this guy came who was in your block
telling you stuff that n0body would rock
making you go back to your god
and there you were in the beast mode

i remember when you had crush on them chicks
trying to hit them like a bid
you went through a lot for making yourself big
you met this one girl
tried to say i.l.y
but you never did
the only thing you said “man f-ck this sh-t,she was the last one & that’s it”
but then many girls tried to fix in
but all you did was omit
you do know that was quite early,no?
but anyways let me talk about other stuff real quick
you were like that shy kid who would never spit
but rappin’ made you that kid who would never submit
just so you know i’m still like that
freddie mercury get it?
you talked to yourself when n0body wanted to talk to you
man that was the best times of life,do you agree with it?
remember when your homie picked you up
and you would go out to smoke a cigarette
then you both would act like p-ssies so you couldn’t get there hands on your new rick like sh-t
many people came & went
you were that guy who would easily get attracted to others
but you never had courage to say “please be back”
you lost many people and on top of that
most importantly people like uncle f
always remember him in your prayers especially when you feel left
cuz i guess till now he’s the only one who’s worth that
and 3! believe me f-ck the rest
not even if they fed you from there breast
cuz later on they were the same peeps who would throw you out when you were only 6
would punch you in your eye make it look sick ,ah
stay tough kid cuz you gotta face alotta sh-t after this

yours truly
mujtaba aamer
somewhere from between heaven & earth

- mujtaba aamer lyrics

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