i’m sorry. - morg lyrics
look, imma put all the cards on the table this is how i really feel n felt
poppin off another pill anti depressant citalopram 2 a day i just wanna end it all
2014 the depression started here back in school i was smashing my head on the tables people used to say it was for akasha roth but really i wanted it all, along my head splitting brains spilling blood dripping on the f*cking carpet cause i hated my life at the time, imagine choosing between which parent you abandon your two f*cking role models going out their separate te ways but i was young didn’t understand their pain i didn’t understand the full stories at their hearts
to be honest i didn’t really know what was going on with myself
2015 the depression took a year off i was a happy one vibing with the bois playing witcher 3 on the sofa monstercat playing in my spare time. new star wars coming out that sh*t looked good. (f*ck)
2016 the depression found a new form through my first heartbreak that sh*t hurt thought she was the one, but then i found someone who burnt me right through to my very core
2017 wasn’t all bad good times good people good things happening. all was well but not, the devil on my shoulder lurking in the shadow all the dark thoughts came out a year later when all the good came to its end
2018 i was slippin outta my mind all i could hear was morg everybody want you gone,everybody want you dead by the rope,everybody want you to cut deeper but i couldn’t do it now i didn’t have it in me then one day took a knife in the shower and his history was wrote
legs chest arms n wrist all so f*cking scared up like the white lines on a credit card
(f*ck)
2019 and look where we are right now constantly think about doing it i cannot do it no more ending all of my pain from the vain f*cking suicide on my mind i can’t believe i think like that sometimes but i can’t do it! i can’t do it!
i can’t make my mum cry can’t make dad pay out my funeral can’t make jack wish his little brother back too wrestle can’t make the 2 sisters wish their older brother back home from the grave
and for my baby you really mean
everything too me i’m so sorry that i feel sometimes feel like that i wanna take my own way out and make fend out for yourself i ain’t got no will have my ps4 but you’ll just forget me like the vhs days now i can see it coming
july 28th 2018 i had a plan on ending it all with my note in my phone and a plan of jumping in front of traffic
i’m so sorry please forgive me please have mercy on my soul
i was just so numb from the pain i had to rid of it in some kind of appealing way
please forgive me please forgive me
i’m so sorry
please forgive me please forgive me i’m so sorry
had a change of heart
still here today
tryna grind me down
tryna make amends
i can never rest for the day one’s
i’m sorry
(i’m so sorry)
(i’m so sorry)
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