why bother wondering when wondering's all you got - moneen lyrics

i am scared as i can be, to where i can’t breathe.
i am lonely as i can be,
lonely as i will let me be here alone with you.
with you.
i wished too hard, too much, too fast. i can’t believe in…
and it hurt too much, and stopped me just right where i was.
i am lonely as i can be
lonely as i will let me be here alone with you.
with you
sitting here wondering why i’m sitting here alone once again.