ambiversion!? - mockingbyrd lyrics
hook:
everyday facing my demons
losing myself as i search for the reason
bleeding, spilling my pain and im grieving, seething
addicted to pain and the feeling
i got a cheerful demeanor
king of the world that im ruling like caesar
guess you could call me a dreamer
waiting for the night i unite with the reaper
verse:
i dont really like sh-t, i dont go outside
i could bathe in the sun, but i choose to hide
errybody asking, if im feeling fine
sh-t im dealing with gets over c-mbersome at times
but, i dont really mind, im just focused on that grind, product of a virgo and a gemini
the p-ssion overcame my devilish desires
i think ive come to realize that we’re all born to die
d-mn, i wish death was sooner
dont believe in destiny, born a loser
dove into the pills, you could say im an abuser
soul is pretty dark, like my sense of humor
hook:
i got a cheerful demeanor
king of the world that im ruling like caesar
guess you could call me a dreamer
waiting for the night i unite with the reaper
verse:
d-mn, f-ck, i f-ckin feel great
riding on the high, musics what i crave
my one true love, its the one that motivates
art is really all i need, every other love was fake
but my rhymes are wack, its garbage rap, my heart is black thats facts-
my thoughts attack till i collapse
i can’t counteract my mind its where im trapped
i am not a creature, baby im a preacher
gotten used to sitting on the bleachers
ive got my own back as i ascend to the aether
heres a middle finger to the non believers
dont be bemused, when i act like a recluse
i drown myself in my booze
getting kinda tiring, wearing my own shoes
tmrrow i could die, and ill wind up on the news
truth, hurts, but id take it over lies
villain in his story is the good guy
try to be social but im so anti
a microscopic circle is what i stand by
tell me why its so hard to socialise
everybody seems to do it fine
anxiety, frightens me i immobilize
but my mind seems to bounce around all the time
salivating at the thought of emanc-p-tion
ambiverted, ill close the curtain
im pretty certain, that ill forever be hurting and ill carry the burden, pain’s a part of learning
hook:
everyday facing my demons
losing myself as i search for the reason
bleeding, spilling my pain and im grieving, seething
addicted to pain and the feeling
i got a cheerful demeanor
king of the world that im ruling like caesar
guess you could call me a dreamer
waiting for the night i unite with the reaper
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