depression - mmkliljerry lyrics
i been feeling like i’m stuck i been feeling like trapped in
i just wanna get away try to escape that’s why i’m rapping
steady tryna get away from problems running like i’m lapping
they ask me if i’m good i tell em yes the only time i’m kappin
they don’t see what i been going thru i hide my pain behind a smile
but everytime i get by myself i cry cause my life so wild
i been hurt by people i thought loved me to me everybody foul
i really don’t even wanna to be alive, been like this for a while
causе i’m mentally tired evеrything i go thru drains me
i just want god for to call on me most definitely need some peace
every night i’m wide awake and i can’t even get no sleep
and that’s the reason everytime i do i wish my heart stop beating
but for real sometimes i wanna live but life won’t even let me
i don’t even know my purpose on earth things be dat deep
i know if i tell somebody how i feel they quick to judge me
if you know that you gone switch up why even tell me that you love me
but they can’t really judge me, cause we all different
it’s only so much i can handle getting took over by my feelings
all this pain turned me evil since a youngin been a villain
don’t be quick for to assume if you don’t know how i’m feeling
i been crying out for help, but i don’t got n0body but myself
i tell myself you got this you don’t need n0body else
cause the things you tell them you feeling ain’t never gone be felt
froze heart wish god send somebody daughter to make it melt
thought i had somebody solid holding me down but she left
my mind ain’t been the same since my closest ones death
i start thinking and get deep into it get shortness of breath
i know fasho depression and anxiety affecting my health
on instrumentals every night, tryna get it right
don’t leave nowhere without the pipe feel like they want my life
in the streets it’s real n*ggas a k!ll ya, tryna get some stripes
but i can’t go out like that, i not going without a fight
everyday i’m tryna get it, tryna get it every way
tryna get straight to that fetty for some reason they be hating
they don’t wanna see me make it so i stay up out the way
and it’s every night i pray, pray for some better days
by myself 24/8 i guess i’m stuck up in my ways
i know we all got a date when it come to death, i ain’t really phased
people change everyday they change, i won’t be amazed
i been falling back and tryna stack my chips up like some lays
aye, i’m falling back from em
i’m tryna get to commas tryna do this for my mama
i’m grinding fall, spring, winter, grinding all summer
no i won’t miss a day cause i been feeling death coming
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