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how's the weather? - millicow lyrics

[verse 1]
it all started when my head left the pillow
when i departed my bed i said h*llo
to the darkness my old friend silent k!lla
tears apart the lives of many like godzilla
why they act like it’s so easy to be stable?
do they not fight inner demons every day no?
it takes all i got defeating all these a*holes
it’s a full time job to keep my golden halo
from the start i wasn’t ready for this trouble
from the start i saw my day as one big struggle
sleepless morning i lay awake under the covers
beeping alarm i’ve been waiting for this moment
repeat the motions that sustain me for a while
even though it causes pain it’s my survival
i’m always overstimulated by the rat race
ignore it every single day so the rent gets paid

[chorus]
i wasn’t rested wasn’t ready and through all the day i carry
weight of stress from yesterday like a snowball down a valley
when it crashes in the th*rny bushes full of tangled ivy
i am dragged into the storm and pushed and pulled through pain i’m hiding

[verse 2]
it’s a full time job preventing inner breakdown
it takes all i got to win these mental battles
one day i see god the next i’m in the brimstone
always holding back irrational temptations
not controlled by bad emotional sensations
won’t let go and lash out it’s not cool to hate man
i am told to act like it’s their fault but they did
nothing wrong the fact is that i’m a bit unstable
i hold on and act kind so i don’t flip tables
i know all the fat lies can’t believe the fables
that come from the bad guys living on my shoulders
they’re so silly that i will not give in to their orders
i show outward no sign when it’s a bad day so
i don’t spread emotion to innocent people
never cower no i will not be unfaithful
i have power to fight illness in my mental
[chorus]
i wasn’t rested wasn’t ready and through all the day i carry
weight of stress from yesterday like a snowball down a valley
when it crashes in the th*rny bushes full of tangled ivy
i am dragged into the storm and pushed and pulled through pain i’m hiding

[verse 3]
i’m so tall that people ask me how’s the weather?
you don’t want to hear the answer to that question
i took one too many dabs and shrooms and acid
don’t come down completely after using that sh*t
to be honest though i was already trippin
from the start i know i was so very different
took too long to grow a mask so i could fit in
did some drugs that showed me i’s mad from the beginning
when the weather’s getting messy that’s when i know
in my bed i am not resting like i need to
then i bag up all my stress and drag it with me
til i have a chance to face that cr*p completely
meditation helps prevent this toxic buildup
moderation with the weed to stop insomnia
but escaping frequently intoxicated
doesn’t really change a thing not medicated

[chorus]
god have mercy i’ve been hurting it’s confusing all*consuming
i can’t let me fall into these twisted views the loss of beauty
help me find direction it’s beyond perplexing
is my mind a prison? have i become obsessive?
[verse 4]
my depiction is a victim of the system that i live in
egotistical perspective getting sick of pessimism
feeling seasonal affective chilling wind depressive symptoms
see a difficult reflection living in a mental schism
hypersensitive my senses heightened nervous system glitch
surviving with a mental difference like a trip without a substance
kinda wish there’s not the stigma fed up with the pessimism
i’m not lazy i’m not sick just stimulated past my limit
in my brain i scream until i write these pages
then impatiently i wait til i’m not needed
so that i can meet the microphone and feed it
release everything it’s time to show my secrets
like a bird is compelled to sing
i am learning to spread my wings
writing words is the best release
for the hurt in my chest to leave

- millicow lyrics

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