primordial waves - mike larry draw lyrics
a yo i’m drowning on the inside
i haven’t seen my young ones in a while
the guilt of all the days i’ve
missed of father not being there for his child
im pacing back and forth
thinking for a plan just to be there
my p-ssion just to see your faces
is the only thing i really care
about
just to be honest i don’t really care about this other shit
excuse my language tho
just to be honest i don’t really care if i make a cent
or a dollar, or penny, or a nickel
it doesn’t matter to me
for you to be in my everyday life
is the way that it should be
i won’t allow this distance
between you and i to split the family tree
i’m doing everything in my power i can
i hope it’s something you see
something that you see (x7)
this one’s for my normal jean and lillie ann (x4)
verse
i know it’s been a minute since we’ve kicked it
the ritual of fun times
god knows i truly miss it
to even be in the presents of the light that ya carry i felt gifted
such a terrific pair of daughters that will keep me lifted
i listen
to when words are spoken
and when the both of you grab for my hand to cross the street
i become awoken and alert
i always told you safety first
look both ways before you cross
the path of cars
getting hit will get you hurt
listen
i hate the fact i’m not there everyday
knowing i truly care
i don’t find it fair
that you have live in a different state
in a different place and my state of mind is so jumbled that i feel disgraced and embarr-ssed
cause i was there for your birth
and i not there to be active as a father and it makes it worst
i spend days on finding ways to make these hours work
in my favor so i may take ya to these parks
lazer tagging and see the sharks
at aquariums
making noises until a librarian tells us to leave
throwing pop corn in a theater when no can see
the greatest fun that no one believes
when i can really be me
we derived from the same tree
to leave on my visit makes it difficult
the connection of father daughter spiritual
is so important.
and so rewarding for ya to know the knowledge needed
the secrets i’ve been keeping
ya the only ones to receive it
just know i got to teach you tradition
black culture the struggle your father deals with to stay out of prison.
subtle line
intensity level from 1 to 9
that i can’t explain it all because your still young
you’ll find out in time
just know that daddy loves you more then his own life.
he’ll k!ll myself to save you both
and wouldn’t think twice
but theres so many things in the way of our togetherness
that puts me in a large world of bitterness
and i hate them all
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