eve - miguel "e.l.m." munas lyrics
every evening i cannot sleep
and i do not know why this i keep
i’m struggling with depression
every evening i feel emotional
and i can’t control my life, it’s so lateral
i’m struggling with this pain
and in this song i will tell you why
when i was young i had this adhd
and it drove me crazy until i was grade 3
it made people hate me and for me it was heavy
then i have this feeling of being a pilfer
stealing, taking things like a shoplifter
then i was cuffed for few times and it recurred
my family scold me in a difficult way
i was locked outside and there i once stayеd
on the dirty, dusty and rough cold paves
i once had an autism whеn i was a kid
i’m dumb, i’m a sheep and i’m being bullied
i wouldn’t forgive them for what they did
i had no one to talk to at those difficult times
i was crying everyday pretending i was fine
then i put a mask on but i’m still a swine
but now i accepted all of those pain
cleared my mind, stood up and rose from the vain
sorry my life isn’t normal like someone’s lane
right now i have friends for me to argue
that will talk to me about things i should do
they guided me that’s why i grew up into someone new
into someone that wants to be motivated
rather than thinking about how devastated
but i would like thank you all and i appreciate it
all of your efforts to build me into who i am
because without you i wouldn’t have a fam
that will listen to my story like a jam
thank you all for coming this evening
i hope you all be good like how i was doing
don’t give up on your life that is worth trying
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