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personal hell - midnight merc lyrics

[verse 1]
how can i climb to the top when i feel i’m at my lowest
trauma is pulling me down that’s when i write like a poet
the person you were is gone therfore you have my condolences
i carried your weight i was pulling it
wish we could do it all over a mulligan
and i was just thinking about how we left it
so maybe then i’m the one who had changed up
i put everything in perspective
nowadays i stay away and just hate love
hoping you’d call me up and maybe say sum
i been distancing from even my day ones
ghosts they haunting mе i’m asking where they from
insеcurities tell me that i ain’t nun

[hook]
when i’m lost for real
take me back
and i often feel that
love doesn’t last
no one asks is it that bad
no one asks is it that bad
hey are you happy
with someone else
the way that i’m living is bad for my health
pushed you away just to work on myself
chains on my neck like my personal h*ll
[verse 2]
am i wasting my time thinking about how i can be someone great
i’m outta place
everybody wants the fame
open the book and i pray
maybe to somebody up in the stars i’m not sure if it starts with a capital “g”
i don’t know what to believe
wasting my time preaching all of my thoughts to someone that don’t listen to me (nope)
where is my happy ending i was promised cuz you said forever and now we ain’t talking
if i’m being honest
when you’re happy i feel nauseous
off em quickly change the topic
i been thinking about coffins
what’s it like to be alive again
intrusive thoughts i gotta block em
closing the door to h*ll the devil’s knocking

[hook]
when i’m lost for real
take me back
and i often feel that
love doesn’t last
no one asks is it that bad
no one asks is it that bad
hey are you happy
with someone else
the way that i’m living is bad for my health
pushed you away just to work on myself
chains on my neck like my personal h*ll
[verse 3]
on the road to oblivion
all these people gonna show who they really is
is it really gon fix all my problems if i’ll ever make it and amassing the millions
what happens when i reach the top of the summit but realize that i ain’t feeling it
what happens to all of the things that i love if there’s no one to share it with
i know that this is embarrassing
i wrote an album about all my feelings but ya’ll still ain’t getting it
i just take it out on relationships sorry to say but you made me a pessimist
but back to oblivion i’m just so lost as a person it’s k!lling my confidence
i’m just tryna make it in music but i do not care bout the industry politics

(my personal h*ll)

- midnight merc lyrics

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