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me vs. me - midknyte lyrics

[intro: kayli mills]
but then you grow up to be gorgeous
give handouts for it, your parents get divorced
your friends move away, you need drugs
and money, and money for drugs and*
are these excuses or justifications?
you tell me
i told myself i was a s*x worker
not lazy, pathetic, desperate
a “s*x worker”
‘s*x worker’ felt a lot better than ‘a wh0re’
but it didn’t change the reality*
reality is, i was just another stupid wh0re
i was a dumb, stupid, f*cking wh0re
so laugh all you want
forget about me all you want
but at least i’ll be gorgeous forever
(forever, forever, forever)

[verse 1]
you make songs to cope but it’s f*ckin’ offbeat
it was your dreams you hoped for but now it’s your hobby
you can’t handle the criticism now you gettin’ sloppy
“unique style”?, yea, you’re more than just a copy
you’re a c*cky, b*tchass f*ckin’ pr*ck
you can’t stop me, ‘cause you’re a lil ass b*tch
everythin’ you say in a song is f*ckin’ cringe
and apparently 300 cals to you is a binge
can’t attack yourself publicly so you do it in private
look at a mirror cunningly, it was the one you was fightin’
you a f*ck up, you a mess, yous a b*tch, yous a wreck
you in a hitch, give it a rest, you a loner, get some friends
f*ck you devyn, f*ck your presence, no heaven, cursed since eleven
f*ck your existence, f*ck your image
f*ck your blood, with yo family in it
windows blacked out, tinted
monster or devyn, i can’t see the difference
if yo mom k!lled herself, it’s your fault and you know it
all those wrongs you did yourself, ego death and you’ll show it
then you cut without them knowin’
godd*mn, f*ck, i thought it was snowin’
from all this white you be blowin’
wait no, snortin’, that’s the dope you be totin’
i can only hope you be copin’
with robotussin
turnin’ and fussin’ with no earnings
cussing up a storm until you feel better
now let the blood trinkle down, feel the real leather
you are not worth it, you are nothin’ but a speck of dirt
you the jack of all hate, a f*ckin’ b*tchass f*ckin’ deck of hurt
your uncle k!lled himself, you coulda stopped it
now you’re lying in yo room
askin’ “can i push the margin?”
f*ck you, f*ck ya dreams
deep down i know your tearing’ at the seems
life long friends turn into foes
i look like a school shooter, yea you’re a hoe (hoe, hoe, hoe, hoe)
i will never admit i’m wrong
when i was born, god took a hit from a bong
laced with pcp and acid
‘cause how the f*ck can i be born like this
and have 100 problems added
freakish body, anorexic
cuts up and down, told me to text it
apparently you’re scared of therapy, that’s funny
you can vent to random people online, you’re runnin’
from problems, you’re in denial and it’s pathetic
sister gonna find you dead with paramedics
scoffin’ down these paink!llers, you’d think i have a headache
you’re attracted to agony, swear you’re f*ckin’ magnetic
[interlude]
it all aches, it hurts so much
my wrist, uh
my wrist
my stomach
everything hurts, there’s no relief
paink!llers don’t work
it makes it worse

[verse 2]
where’s this motivation in you?
and why are you tryna find it?
got no sort of patience, soon
can’t you see i’m dyin’
you f*ckin’ me up, man, i got a mom
devyn, can’t you see?
you’re droppin’ f*ckin’ bombs
i gotta be real man
yous a real piece of sh*t
can’t even average 10 views, ha, that’s the least you get
every f*ckin’ song it’s a pathetic attempt to explain
everythin’ that’s wrong with you and your life and your pain
it feels like the entire world is against you, yea devyn that’s right
feel like that, then grab that f*ckin’ knife
carve “i’m pretty” in your thigh
starve, no pity, motherf*ck yo life
charge into a city, full speed at night
ever since the 1st grade, it’s been h*ll
dreams, aspirations, is somethin’ you all fail
chains on your feet, eternal darkness, jailed
you try to explain, your slow, you’re a snail
but everyone got a problem, that you can’t tell
everyone in this world done gave you a chance
you blew it away, threw a fit and did a dance
f*ck this world, f*ck you mostly, i’m in a trance
all these d*mn drugs done messed up yo pants
we get it, devyn, yes, everyone else is dumb
you’re the only one right, no, you’re not numb
no, you did not dug your hole deeper, keep sayin’ it
maybe it’ll change the way that you’re f*ckin’ playin’ it
dangerous, somethin’ you ain’t
you’re in your own world trapped in a different reality
filled with hate
you’re nothin’ more than a follower
you can’t even speak yourself
wanna be something?
devyn, please don’t be yourself
your entire life is a lie, cry me a river
“i tried to feed you but you didn’t after 5 dinners”
sinners, born sinners
satan, f*ckin’ red hands, he the winner
i disappear through my camera lens
if the devil controls me, then i am him
narcissistic, i can’t help to change
endless loop, you’ll always be the same

- midknyte lyrics

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