hikikomori - mf zeph lyrics
zeph:
i been sitting in my room lucid dreaming for weeks
my tongue is swelled up, i can’t breathe
i can’t muster a word, speak
think im in control
and i walk on a lonely road
and i talk to these succubi
and i tell them to leave me alone
lose myself in my phone
i got an addiction to others
i don’t take care of myself
ain’t been the same since my mother
hide my face in the covers
idea of dying, i love it
but i can’t let these people down
i look into the stars and watch thesе f*ckers frown
never been to keen of taking carе of me for myself
always put others before me, whether the weather is stormy
i wish that someone had warned me of the issues before me
but i just succumb to my brain and text her again when im h*rny
tryna get off of a pill called inertia
you might’ve bruised me but im sorry that i hurt ya
once again a pest, im sorry to desert ya
nickg:
[redacted]
cortez:
[redacted]
zeph, nickg & cortez:
aye, im just a hikikomori
sit in my room observing momento mori
i got a lot of stupid sh*t i need to fix
and i know i won’t get better like this
like this, like this, life’s a b*tch
another day scribbled in the wall in chalk
another day where im refusing to talk
im in denial when the going gets hot
strive to be a better person, i just watch myself rot
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