when i’m alone - metalecalec lyrics
verse 1: metalecalec
look
i guess in life, a lot of things change, you can’t control it
i been going through the worst, but i don’t think they know it
it’s like i’m standing but i’m falling on my face
and they just tell me that i’m young, and just to add a little sp-ce
i’m going through it, i coulda been a dad
but i chose another choice
i with an abortion, no i’m feeling so contorted
can’t say that this was gods plan
but i could say that i’m selfish and i really ain’t a man
this is my fault, i’m owning up for my decisions
and i’m thinking bout the future, and i’m knowing my intentions
hope i see it, do i deserve it, that’s a loaded question
i been working for some years, dedicated to this profession
what about me, and every choice i chose to make
is god waiting on me, so he can judge my fate
i’m only human, and sunday i turn 22
a lot has changed and rn i’m really feeling through
hook:
you might be close, but you don’t know me
when i’m alone, i been feeling lonely
and i be feeling like they don’t care about me
i wanna live, but they just seem to doubt me
verse 2:
i think it’s crazy been adding pain to my girls life
she’s in the bed, her tears flowing, every other night
knowing i’m responsible, but knowing that it’s stoppable
just put my ina place, and it’s dark with a mirror
it’s been rocky, we had some good times but it’s different talking bout these
moments cause they hurt me, yesterday i did her dirty
so she kicked me out the house, i could say that i deserve it
but she really is my spouse, and through the time i’m still learning
it’s hard to have patience wimme
so she questioning my love and breaking up to her is kinda tempting
she made me leave, and ima give her sp-ce
but i was crying so hard yesterday up on that plane
because i love her, i hurt her, and she ain’t even deserve it
she’s the sweetest thing i’ve had, but i ain’t do it on purpose
i guess that ima physo, that habits need a lippo
i hard to have control, without a paddle, ina light boat
hook:
you might be close, but you don’t know me
when i’m alone, i been feeling lonely
and i be feeling like they don’t care about me
i wanna live, but they just seem to doubt me
verse 3:metalecalec
it’s really true, money changes everything
we talking family binds, it’s unsettling
out of my control, but i’m watching from a far
but i’m really so close, but it’s adding new scars
on top of other scars, it’s cutting deep and it ain’t gotta guard
my mother and my grandmother, they growing apart
i don’t like it, guess we all ina dark for a reason
waiting for the light, as we live through the seasons
they calling me from different phones, and they got different stories
i don’t even know, but i know that things changed
wish we could go back to the old days
i wish that memories could last and they could never fade
but life is life, and it’s gone happen how it’s suppose to be
and when i’m in the dark, it seems like i notice things
x2
hook:
you might be close, but you don’t know me
when i’m alone, i been feeling lonely
and i be feeling like they don’t care about me
i wanna live, but they just seem to doubt me
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