my story - metalecalec lyrics
i never thought that i’d make it here
never thought, thought that i had the drive
with a dream set, with me switching gears
ion know where the time goes, been 4 years
i’ve grown a lot, seen a lot of sh-t, been with a couple thots
really slowed me down, but didn’t put me in park
i’m across the country, made it far from the ark
i prayed for this sh-t, i waited for this sh-t
told myself, i’m different
i told myself that ima be rich
and ima never switch, for the pin print
lost all my friends, to the streets
now they victims, and on e
tried to push the weight, down baseline
wtf is that, they don’t see the light
ion feel that sh-t, but that ain’t my life
but when it comes to mines, grind every night
i be waking up, witha todolist
do that sh-t, i push harder
i put the workin motherf-ck a starter
i see my life as bottel
really on me what it’s fillled with
i better be that real sh-t
ion f-ck with that regret
ion f-ck with depression
with that sh-t i eject
really learned my lesson
that sh-t would just drain me
leaving me empty, with nothing left
there’s more to life, after every test
i believe that sh-t, i contest
but i’m 21, gotta lot of living
that i gotta do, is what my grandma said
gotta chase my dream, take it out of earth
gotta have it all, instead of being dead
been around a lot, lotta different states
i ain’t talking bout a map
talking bout a mindstate
one minute i’m happy, next minute i’m sad
wanna be accepted, cause i been neglected
no satisfaction, just been restless
i been mad and i been scared
i’ve felt joy, felt everything
human being, by every means
ima give it my all, no backing out
and ima do that sh-t till it’s word of mouth
it’s just me, really h-lla lonely
beta that way no f-cking with phony’s
gotta chip man, on my shoulder
never had a dad, now i’m colder
i’m diving deep, adding extra feet
to what i’m swimming in, flipping dividins
waters run deep, trying not to drowned
i’m doing this, while putting on for the town
i’d die for this sh-t, i cried for this sh-t
my past man, really h-lla dark
let’s take this sh-t back to the start
ima start writing turn it into art
getting criticized, getting vandalized
putting heart into it don’t make sense
gotta couple people around me
5
really down for me
lies
never made it to the future wimme
i was h-lla broke you wouldn’t give a penny
finger f-ck a gimme, really made me stronger
all that i went through made me ponder
had a honda, i slept in it
h-lla broke, but still dreamed of winning
barely getting started, really just beginning
ima f-ck the game never change the lennon’s
boy
this my life, i can only live this sh-t
all through the night, it’s h-lla sh-t that i’m tempted with
temptation, its really hard to have patience
i’m feeling vacant, on the inside, really too num
but i’m still young, like 21
i’m working hard, tryna go far
tryna get a grammy, tryna get signed
tryna go platinum, f-ck a thin line
i want arena tours, waddup scarface
the world is yours, want it my way
what i’m going through, what life gives me
seems like i asked for the hard way
just found out that i’m colorblind
see it differently then from my mother’s mind
really underlined, really h-lla bold
i thought the world, woulda been greener
on the other side, but it’s really meaner
really filled with lies, that’s false perception
i thought, when i blew up
my problems, would go away
but they, wanna they add up, bat up
bang, but they scattered
tryna pull me down but i’m going up the ladder
ohh and i like this, know they wanna bite dis
every single dude deep down wanna fight this
riding every single thing i’m doing, ion f-ck with that
the unit’s that i’m moving, i’m pursuing, tell me good luck with that
motherf-ck the hate, get it out ya heart
don’t get it , what the f-ck is envy
throw it out the car, even tho it’s plenty
reaching for the stars, tryna get a bentley
in southwest, you don’t see that sh-t
drug atics, they feen and sh-t
lotta cardboards, like help me
need a dollar, for some mo weed
maybe more crack, runs through the streets
like geyer springs, through baseline
wakefield, down to 65th
and i’m truly sick, i really wanted more
they feel victim, to the street life
had dreams, now it’s crackpipes
let’s talk about them black lights
too many died, i really knew a few
rip to em, really too sad
braylon moore, fatdaddy
there’s a lot more, they was good people
really hurt badly, ion want sequels
these streets man, there’s a price to them
from the hood, but never joined a gang
wasn’t for me, ain’t tryna bang
but i been through it, talking bout a lot
my grandmother she was really robbed
with a 12gadge to her face
being 61, that’s crazy
i can’t imagine, that mindstate
or that mind frame, after what happen
like wtf, i been pressed, that was out the hood
on crenshaw
i was 16, la, just tryna flex, really tryna ball
like no
and through the years, i never changed, i stayed me, but just growed
yeah
i’m moving on the them better thangs
i’m tryna make it, tryna change my frames
tryna see more, been upon my quest, for a long time
hope you connect with me
just through the rhymes
just through my life
i’m just like you
struggling through the night
yeah
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