i don't wanna do this anymore - mesha dyer lyrics
[verse 1]
life is all a test
that’s what i thought when i was depressed
heavy breathing my mind says leave it
i hurt myself to relieve the pain
and you’re all to blame
if we were friends
i would’ve been on the mend
everytime i go to bed
sh-t just play’s in my head
i see little black dots
you’d think i do pot
[chorus]
ever since you left me
i’ve been feeling sad
ever since you left me
i don’t really feel bad
i don’t wanna do this anymore
i don’t know what
i’m still living for
i don’t wanna do this anymore
[verse 2]
i broke up the friendship
man i regret it
we were best friends
i’m sorry that it had to end
i know you would’ve helped me
i know i would’ve been free
put the razor down
even if it makes you drown
i don’t wanna be in a flood of blood man
i nearly did it
i nearly commit
[instrumental break]
[chorus]
ever since you left me
i’ve been feeling sad
ever since you left me
i don’t really feel bad
i don’t wanna do this anymore
i don’t know what
i’m still living for
i don’t wanna do this anymore
[speech]
i don’t really remember
the first time that we met
all i remember is that
i was being weird in the library
maybe that was the first time
you were 13 and i was 15
we were in a group chat
you were never online
you gave ne your instagram name
so i followed you
you wrote it down in my planner
in january 2017
you didn’t wanna be
friends with me anymore
in march 2017
you wrote me a long message
i never replied
but we talked it out at school
we became friends again
i remember the time you touched my arm
i told you everything
you asked me how i was doing and i told you
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