jocelyn flores remix - merkules lyrics
caught in the sad trip, the dark is depressin’, lost in the essence ’caused by the tension
i tried to walk away but they blockin’ the exits, is it all just a lesson?
prolly not, i put this gun to my head, lemme call it shots, i’m all alone, p-ssed drunk, drinkin’ wobbly pops
am i lookin’ for attention? hardly stop
but i don’t know til i get some, bacardi and c-ke that’s redrum, all you think i got it made now
guess what? look me in my face.. motherf-cker, i’ve been fed up
but you thought i look happy.. hhhm, holy f-ck
well, it’s all your fault ’cause i guess you ain’t ever looked close enough, but let’s get off that dope
please let me explain, before you tell me i’m sane
like there’s nothin’ goin’ on when it’s something really wrong and you let it slip away, this isn’t just a part time thing
this is every singly day, this depression in my veins, so don’t tell me it’s okay, i’m goin’ mellow like a slave and i can’t ever get a say and it’s messin’ with my brain
they told me calm down, you need to breathe deeper, call it just anxiety, you are not gonna die.. can i please teach ‘ya?
see, what i got here is pills, ativan and xanax, and if you take one of each, you can hide all your problems, you can’t stress
so i’m like.. word
i think i heard of these, tho
’cause every single rapper i know just does it for fun when i need those, every single night i’m in the cold sweat
is it heart attack or stroke? i don’t know yet..
and then i’m overthinkin’ every old text and then i show up at the hospital, it’s cold again
they don’t even take me serious, i’ve been on the crazy period
it’s like i’m in the state of delirium, and ‘ya all can’t even see it and it makes me furious
but that’s fine, know.. y’all can keep your eyes closed and i consider takin’ those pills that you gave all at ones on the ride home
the only reason that i won’t, it’s for my girl and my family
and my friends that are hear this sh-t and they get goose b-mps, they understand me
yeah
it’s anxiety
i’ve been goin’ crazy and i’ve been feelin’ down
what the f-ck is wrong with me? my time is runnin’ out
everybody else is there ’cause their life so carefree, i blame it on the world but now it might just be me
i said it might just be me, i’ve been goin’ crazy and it might just be me, i’ve been feelin’ down and tho it might just be me
what the f-ck is wrong with me? it might just be me..
it might just be me, i take a look around and now it might just be me
it might just be me, i take a look around and it might just be me
i’ve been goin’ crazy and i’ve been feelin’ down
what the f-ck is wrong with me? my time is runnin’ out
everybody else is there ’cause their life so carefree, i blame it on the world but now it might just be me
yeah, it might just be me, i’ve been goin’ crazy and it might just be me, i’ve been feelin’ down and tho it might just be me
what the f-ck is wrong with me? it might just be me..
it might just be me, i take a look around and tho it might just be me, it might just be me..
it might just be me…
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