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better myself - merkules lyrics

chorus:
i can’t ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like noone sees it
someone please give me a reason i should stay
i can’t ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone please give me a reason i should stay

merkules:
yeah, i got a plan to make a lot of changes
but it’s harder to breathe when your heart is racin’
i’ve been caught up in constant contemplation
that sh*t’s not a phase, it’s too complicated
can’t concentrate when the cuts get deeper
if i were you i wouldn’t love me either
my problem is i’m too f*ckin’ eager
i got a taste of revenge and there’s nothing sweeter
so i’m numbin’ the pain with another substance
till i lose balance and my blood is rusted
just another f*ck up p*ss drunk in public
they don’t trust me at all like i’m up to somethin’
like why can’t they ever hear me screamin’
the preacher told me i might need jesus
trapped in my head till i find some freedom
it feels like i’m some sort of evil g*nius
please don’t talk to me cause i don’t want to be bothered
and i can’t fall asleep, i’m busy fighting these monsters
why’s it so hard to breathe, somebody call me a doctor
i think i’m goin’ f*ckin’ bonkers, yeah
hook:
i can’t ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone please give me a reason i should stay
i can’t ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone please give me a reason i should stay

savannah dexter verse:
think i’m addicted to bad news
everyone i love ends up bein’ stab wounds
maybe they did what they had to
i’m better off alone or give me liquor and tattoos
i feel like nothin’ takes the stress away (stress away)
this bible’s promise send me better days (better days)
i give in my chest and i get led astray
so f*ck these promises i said i’d never break
i pray for peace, but i prepare for war
i’m 24, but these tears could fill a reservoir
you b*tches think you know me, you don’t
throw a hundred million stones trying to break me, you won’t
chorus:
i can’t ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone please give me a reason i should stay

rittz:
look, i thought i quit doin’ dope for good
been smokin’ cones of wood cause i (?)
i’m really wishin’ i was drunk
i’ve become accustomed to the sober life
overnight, took a year and nine months
(?) like it don’t mean sh*t
every time the phone ring get told to shut the f*ck up
and cussed by the one i love but she don’t want no contact
the sheriff gonna come and lock me up for just that
just ask (???) he’s always on a mission trynna get me took off pills
he don’t wanna write and script and get in trouble
when it’s obvious there’s something that i’m hooked on still
i told him “look doc, look i’m chill
drunk a half a bottle earlier and i don’t even look off keel.”
i just stood on till so much xanex in my body like i’m runnin’ on a football field
i just wanna better myself
mama said i know you got your life temporarily taken away
but livin’ here is better than jail
then the minute she said it i felt like k!llin’ myself
i don’t look in no mirror, i don’t step on no scale
i’m so god d*mn fat, god d*mn johnny
ain’t no god d*mn money
every god d*mn body, what you found that funny
your heaven’s my h*ll
chorus:
i can’t ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone please give me a reason i should stay
i can’t ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone please give me a reason i should stay

- merkules lyrics

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