fake scenarios of the alter ego - mercutio (merc!) lyrics

(lyrics from snippet)

you look at me and think that i’m ordinary
see things through my lens and it’s kinda scary
this world doesn’t know what it did for you and me
“will we ever make it?”, that’s the question that we will be*
finding through our lives, try to gain stability
wished i could escape, find happiness for eternity
if i could describe myself, i wished to say
i have fake scenarios of the alter ego