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ruin - memento. orl lyrics

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a loosened grip on my sanity
i’m bound to snap at any moment
was once unmovable, now wavering
surviving off this false sense of pride

how can i hope for growth
when all i know is self loathing
im just wandering, lost
in a plane of ignorance

i’m unbelievably weak
yet all i do is dream
every day i feel the dark
reach out to grab me
i am to blame for my own destruction
yet i complain as if i’ve earned the right
it’s getting harder to open my eyes
and i can’t stand my own reflection
it shows what i refuse to acknowledge
yet it remains the constant truth

i can only restart so many times
before i lose all sense of myself
so i just lay here
still battered and bleeding

overcome by my own greed
i refused to make a compromise
but this still leaves me
dejected and brooding

this will lead to ruin
has life lost its meaning?
all i feel are these dark circles spreading under my eyes
this will lead to ruin
has life lost its meaning?
i guess it’s just because i’m already desensitized

i can only hold so much of this sh*t before i f*cking break
someday i’ll learn to cope

this is just the man i am
fueled by incompetence
this is product of my destructive character
to live waste and unending arrogance
i know this is the end of both you and me
i can put on an act and throw on a brave face
but just how far will that truly take me?
at the end of it all, my most egregious lie was me shouting that i’m truly trying

- memento orl lyrics

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