leo - meme & denivarlevy lyrics
everything around me feels like it’s over
you could never bring me closer
harder than goodbye is to accept your rover
now you are just getting colder
i cannot admit you’re gone
i don’t wanna know
i cannot admit you’re gone
it’s over
it’s over
every time i feel like i’m confounded
trying really hard to stick around
every single day
you know
i wanna leave this town
every single night i go insane
could only feel included
when the outcome is concluded
trying hard to stay
cause my momma is so wounded
i cannot contain to remain
only as a memory
the one that she will have, lucid
how stupid of me to start thinking i’m insane
gotta grind harder, never stop to entertain
even if i’m starving
and it’s been a couple days
since i answered my phone
it never stop ringing
are you a freak or a normie
i’m tired of performing
like everything’s fine
not even you’re mine
friends are pulling over
wiping off all of my tears
making me forget my fears
but it’s only temporary
sometimes the void cannot be filled
without my mom near
daddy
i miss your voice
my daddy used to be so naive with people
believing every word
that mislead him to the finish
that ruined his whole world
even on his deathbed
when his heart could barely work
regrets were the only thing that really cut him short
you did not deserve to suffer
it was not your fault
you were mislead
but also, i deserved a father
if i ever met
that junkie motherf*cker
i would break his needle in half
and now i would not stutter
how could he give you that needle?
shoot you with a gram of heaven
from a syringe filled with evil
from your blood into your bloodline
visions of the sunlight
gunfight
over a pinch
of diacetylmorphine
sometimes i wonder
if i miss my dad
or the dad he could’ve been
if he never went to war
never saw what he’s seen
war destroys
and no free therapy
so they start shooting
to cover up their suffer
i want to tie my memories around your neck
for you to feel
how much it still cuts off my breath
when i relive
how i was slowly losing my dad
but now he’s 6 feet beneath
and heroin is feeding his soil
his kids
his kids now suffer
i would never get him back
he would not recover
i lost all my strength
he lost all his color
blood no longer moving
heart no longer pumping
bones all broken, shattered
and now nothing matters
i was all set
but your death
struck me, oh it scattered
i saw who don’t care
they just came for supper
saw your friends’ regrets
for not visiting the hospital
but does it really matter now that you’re dead?
oh it doesn’t
it doesn’t
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
everything around me feels like it’s over
you could never bring me closer
harder than goodbye is to accept your rover
now you are just getting colder
i cannot admit you’re gone
i don’t wanna know
i cannot admit you’re gone
it’s over
it’s over
i miss you
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