relapsecity - meat computer lyrics
[intro]
and you were on sixteen xanax a day?
i was taking four xanax four times a day, and i was fourteen
i saved all the bottles in a shoebox because i remember thinking* this can’t be right
[chorus]
still lost in this feeling
i know it’s taking me again
losing sleep ’cause i don’t need a dream for life to feel pretend
yeah i know but i don’t really care though
so i just take one and i lay low
can’t forget how that feeling is, but i don’t know how i could still be feeling this
[verse]
and i tried to not let it get inside my head
and i hope i don’t get a locked inside my bed again
but i’m still lost
i don’t know, i’m still lost
but i guess i’m still f*cking lost in my head again
even though i know that i, i could be something
but still wanna feel like that
so i guеss i’ll forget my plans
and i know, that i don’t have to do this
but now, this still feel not sure
this thе only thing saving me from feeling like f*cking anxiety
it’s nothing, but it’s something
i can’t keep ignoring this
feel a moment, imma come in [?]
and now it’s over
and i’m feeling way too sober to be here right now
so guess i won’t fight now
with myself, since i’m feeling it again
but i know that it’s really, it’s all inside my head
and i know what happens
just make excuses for myself
i feel like this
yeah i’m feelin’ this
and i know, that i’m losing it again
yeah, i don’t [?] with myself feeling it again
but i don’t know
acting like i don’t know
[chorus]
yeah i know but i don’t really care though
so i just take one and i lay low
can’t forget how that feeling is, but i don’t know how i could still be feeling this
[verse: repeat]
and i tried to not let it get inside my head
and i hope i don’t get a locked inside my bed again
but i’m still lost
i don’t know, i’m still lost
but i guess i’m still f*cking lost in my head again
even though i know that i, i could do something
but still wanna feel like that
so i guess i’ll forget my plans
and i know, that i don’t have to do this
but now, this still feel not sure
this the only thing saving me from feeling like f*cking anxiety
it’s nothing, but it’s something
i can’t keep ignoring this
feel a moment, imma come in [?]
and now it’s over
and i’m feeling way too sober to be here right now
so guess i won’t fight now
with myself, since i’m feeling it again
but i know that it’s really, it’s all inside my head
and i know what happens
just make excuses for myself
i feel like this
yeah i’m feelin’ this
[outro]
with myself, since i’m feeling it again
but i know that it’s really, it’s all inside my head
and i know what happens
just make excuses for myself
i feel like this
yeah i’m feelin’ it
yeah i know but i don’t really care though
so i just take one and i lay low
can’t forget how that feeling is, but i don’t know how i could still be feeling this
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