sleep alone - mayfield lyrics
i don’t feel the feelings
i should be
dissolved in loss and liberty
but i’m holding onto something
all these acknowledgments that you spilled across my heart
have me feeling like it’s just too late
and i don’t want to be someone you hate
but the lost, regurgitated love
fills me with the drive to gain dependency on my self
the same way you’ve been depending on me carelessly
i’ll stand alone
i’ve always been the soil you slung your roots around
so maybe now i’ll f-cking breathe
because everything that you said to me is the reason why i’m leaving
you said you needed someone strong
but tell me how you’ve even made it this far
the rock you stepped on constantly, was slipping out beneath your feet
for all the things that you wanted, never reaching your throat
i know i’m taken for granted now i sleep alone
give me some sp-ce at the least i think i’ve earned it
after everything we’ve been through this feels so deserving
self-proclaimed support that you barely gave me turned into a rotting rose
you can lie to yourself and pretend i was the reason you felt so weak
but i know you fed your dependency, with my generosity
for all the things that you wanted, never reaching your throat
i know i’m taken for granted now i sleep alone
give me some sp-ce at the least i think i’ve earned it
after everything we’ve been through this feels so deserving
it’s not your fault
i’m so sorry
and i hope you know you helped me see
who i was meant to be
all along
you glow so bright these days without me
how can i selfishly stay here with you?
when i know were better off moving on
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