
past pleasures and future failures - matthew tozzi lyrics
gazing upon old photographs, much time has passed
memories of a delightful forgotten past
aging poorly in mental pain, struggle remains
i have no recollection of life without depression’s reign
sitting in the calming rain, stops monotony
i question if i’ll ever truly be free
a time that felt so innocent, maturity imminent
i finally realize that now and then are equivalent
existence deplorable, in no way restorable
all of this suffering and it’s inexplorable
i have zero goals, no set up, no nothing
i have a blank idea hoping it eventually turns into something
i’ve failed at the future, i’ve failed at the past
i wonder if i’ll wither away or if i can last
i should have basked in the glory while i still could
now i reminisce about when life was still good
i am ever anxious of what is to come
when will it be? and where is it from?
in the end, i’ll fail * a carcass on life’s trail
an elderly shrunken body beaten down and frail
past pleasures are ever reflected
future failures are always expected
i feel my mind has been neglected
a future infected and a human rejected
gazing upon old photographs, much time has passed
i’ve been harassed by prospect’s vastness
no clue of what to do, been stuck in review
how do i cope with what i’m going through?
i’ll keep dragging on, i am only a p*wn
forever engrossed in sickness until death’s dawn
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