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drink to hatred - mastamiind lyrics

[verse 1]
as soon my n-ggas got shot, i’m in my room
thinking to give up the spot
and get me a job, a n-gga be tired
of crime, that sh-t is dumb, need to compromise
need to rid of lies, and realize, to be real
and stop giving lies, trying to find a way
to stop living in with mom’s she said this sh-t will
happen, i gave a shrug, and said “nah”
trying to find some where to feed myself
is f-cking h-ll, n-gga, homeless bros trying to steal
my sandwich, and i found that sh-t on the floor n-gga
it’s hard in the street, weed ain’t gonna help me
sh-t, i should of finished school before i got in this wreck
i went to the store, saw a sign that said “open for hire”
i went inside and saw it was packed, but looked manager
and i found em, he said “buy something or get out
we don’t like hoodlums here”, i told em
i need a job, before i die of hunger that’s real
he took me in the office, he told did have any sk!lls
or have i been to jail, or am i older than 16
i told him i’m 24 though, and said, “the only thing i know
is i know how to deal with money, and i haven’t been to prison
he made a joke out of it, i laughed awkwardly
cause it wasn’t funny, he gave me the job
and asked if i had a permit, i said yeah
but it’s gone, can i still work here?
he agreed, gave me a uniform, and a badge with my name
and said, we have a cashier spot open
you can get to working my man, so a week p-ssed
and i only made ’bout $11, it wasn’t much
h-ll, it wasn’t even enough to get me a meal at mcdonald’s
but it didn’t matter, i saved my money, went back
and saw a cute chick, i felt funny, she had long hair
slim waist, cute face with the dimples on her
light skinned, and had a -ss, that i can land my d-ck upon it
she looked at, cause i was staring, and she smiled
i haven’t had a chick do that to me in a while
she walked up to me, said “boy, you look cute what’s your name?”
i said i’m max baby, but you can call me max mcflame
she chuckled and gave me her number
i called her after work, she had no plans
so instead of a dinner at a food place
we ate at her house, and we talked for hours
then she asked me this sudden question, like this sh-t was bizarre
she said in my ear “have you f-cked a girl you haven’t met before”
i looked at her, try to play it cool, i told her “h-ll yeah”
she drop her sh-t, and dragged my -ss to her bedroom
she started taking off her clothes, i thought to myself sh-t
“i don’t got a condom, might as well f-ck her”
but that was not a good decision, next morning
she called me, cause i stayed at her place
and said “you may not believe what i’m bout to say”
i looked up in the sky, thought to myself why
why did i not, get a condom, before i f-cked her
just why, she said “h-llo”, i said “yeah, what was you bout to say”
she said, “i’m at the doctor, he told me i’m pregnant babe”
i was so f-cking mad, and happy at the same time
she hung up, but i had to think how we goin live and get by
i had a plan in my mind, stay for 8 months and leave
but i swear that would bring tears to her eyes
i thought it over, and she came over and hugged me
i told her, “this is weird, but you wanna name our son or daughter
just in case i don’t meet em”, she said “ok, i guess
in 5 weeks or so we’ll get to know it’s gender”
i said “if it’s a boy, max jr. and girl, lisa or luna”
she liked the boy name, and guess what, 5 weeks later
she said it’s a boy, might as well, take a night shift
for us both, to live on, the months p-ssed
i started drinking, it was thrill, to help my -ss
i went to the bar, so drunk, got in her car
grabbed the drink out the trunk, and i was f-cked that
i ran into something, the cops pulled up asked for my cards
i said nothing, so they took me in, meena
didn’t know nothing bout it, she went to the hospital
without and was there a month later and found me
in the jail house, she called and said “i just had your child
why the f-ck did you run wild” she started crying
ran out the building, and sat there in demise
6 weeks later, the cop told me to come to his office
and he said “ya baby mama is dead, she k!lled herself
this morning”, traumatized out my mind i said where’s the baby
he told me “in a orphanage, according to them
someone picked him up already, i looked in demise
tears in my eyes, for a while, in jail for life
without getting to see my god d-mn child
why did i drink?

- mastamiind lyrics

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