a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 #

in a world i don't belong - marty mckay lyrics

[verse 1]
another night, stuck in a lonely world, to escape and reflect
had to go out and get me a drink, to avoid sh*t i might later regret
revisiting scars? we handle ours, in the tiniest dark piano bar
love hit me “roc marciano” hard man, let me stop while i still have a heart
doc wanted me on prozac, home ain’t allowed
get out the house, go and play wild
said “isolate in home ain’t allowed”, feel the loneliest out
when i’m alone in the crowd
henny shot to the face, that’s if the rémy’s not in the case
they say, “i bet he rots in his grave”, ‘cause i ain’t seen, anybody in days
stranded in a deep ocean sea, playing the beatles, trying to “let it be”
no life jacket emotionally, how am i supposed to breathe? sharks close to me?
love is scary, we suppose to fear, jesus, mary & the ghosts that’s pure
like van gogh, cutting off one of his only ears, for some d*mn hoe
“where do we go from here?”
sitting hopeless here, sipping the coldest beer till the coast is clear (cheers!)
even though most this beer’s composed of tears
i’m mad baby could play me, that’s shady to bait me
inside of my mind has become a bad neighborhood lately
and all my neighbors are crazy
after chasing who i thought could have been the love of my life
i’m alone in a bar with a pint, of the bubs that i like
instead of the one that’s my wife
if you’ve been listening only a few f*ckin songs
man i been lonely for too f*ckin long
friends telling me i should move f*cking on
but it feels f*ckin wrong, so i say f*ck ’em all
[pre*chorus]
you ate me whole
consumed my soul
no one consoles me
when i’m lying there lifeless
release control
release your hold
help me let go
i know my freedom is priceless

[chorus]
in a world i don’t belong
no reason to move on and
too close, i crash and burn
the gravity pulled me and i couldn’t fight it
in a world i don’t belong
need reasons to live on and
too close, i crash and burn
the gravity pulled me and i couldn’t fight it

[verse 2]
started full of fire, come to rip it up really young, really didn’t give a f*ck
everyone know i ain’t one for b*tchin up
but you don’t know just how close i’ve come to giving up
another bourbon whiskey, while my mind goes “wild turkey” quickly
it takes more to move me than perky titties
she’s no attention wh0re, but has low self*esteem for sure
will go to great lengths to lure, men into her web, where lies spin for sure
one of the wickedest games a woman could play
to make her feel good about herself today
you’ve got to heal, but i’m not doctor phil, i can’t help you babe
she moved so out of the way, to hurt me, she went out of her way
she’s on a war path, get out of her way
to make her feel better, you’ll pay some way
[pre*chorus]
you ate me whole
consumed my soul
no one consoles me
when i’m lying there lifeless

[verse 3]
thought i was blessed with the kind of woman i’d keep for the rest of my life
who i’d invest with the time and who would later progress to my wife
as far as love, i was deep in the sh*t, how deep? deep as the abyss
but this evil lil b*tch tried to ghost me, like i don’t even exist
like i’m “inky” and sh*t, ms. pac man sink me a ship, spit and wink me a kiss
hard to believe that this ice princess, was in my life as my “wife interest”
got carried away, thinking about a marriage day with her white in dress
but she’s all for show with no real information, like pin*terest
for weeks, i wanted to have a sit down like mature adults, clear the air
hoped the great houdini would reappear
we get closure, then we could leave from there
spent hours on love letters, sent flowers to once tell her
how “words are just letters” and how “amidst cowards confront lesser”

[pre*chorus]
you ate me whole
consumed my soul
no one consoles me
when i’m lying there lifeless
release control
release your hold
help me let go
i know my freedom is priceless
[chorus]
in a world i don’t belong
no reason to move on and
too close, i crash and burn
the gravity pulled me and i couldn’t fight it
in a world i don’t belong
need reasons to live on and
too close, i crash and burn
the gravity pulled me and i couldn’t fight it

[verse 4]
memories of us are quick to surface whenever i’m off that liquid courage
one night i almost drunk dialed, but i didn’t, i figured that sh*t was worthless
i wasn’t worth a final face to face exit
so you weren’t worth that pathetic drunk*dialed voicemail message
why do i attract unbearable chics, what terrible picks
is it a reflection of a deeper inner fear to commit?
am i scared to commit? or selfish with my time, there is a diff
share near a bit of my time? no, dear, not nearly a tick
where is this therapist who can re*pair all the rips?
show me on who’s chair do we sit? is one even out there who exists?
maybe the curse reversed working me, when i signed in cursive burgundy
my blood on a soul contract verses any person hurting me
and yeah it hurt when i wrote you, but it hurt worse when you didn’t respond to it
still made for classic, long*lasting f*cking bomb music
guess if it’s meant to be, we’ll have to find a path
but what if god is an evil kid with an ant farm and a magnifying glass
trying to fry our ass, until we die in ash

[outro]
i drove i flew
fast as i knew
to get to you
trying to fill up the silence
just one more dance
hoping for chance
give me your hands
give me your closure it’s priceless

- marty mckay lyrics

Random Song Lyrics :

Popular